I am Faulty!!

Everyone has faults in them, no matter they accept or not.. Same is with me!! I am made of so many faults yet still I am happy because these faults and incompleteness is what makes me complete and who I am today.

I am faulty to many people in my life.

-> I am faulty to my parents for not giving all the share of love which they expected and wanted in return for the awesome childhood they provided. They provided me with everything even before I knew about the existence of those things. I should pay more attention to them.

-> I am faulty to my sisters for not talking to them as much I should. We may have some conflicts and then thought that silence is the best way to move but nope that was not and we wasted so many days and months. If we could had spend those time together we could have always had great memories to cherish. Still we can have a great time together always as we share the same blood.

-> I am faulty to all my teachers, guides and gurus who shared their knowledge with me and helped me be wise. I always forget to give them their proper credit and try my best to extend those learning’s to keep their knowledge alive in this world. Still I am not able to meet them as frequently as I should, or not able to talk to them also. Very bad!! Still, they are the ones who poured innocence in me and whispered to me to Hold onto it for a better life.

-> Now this one’s long.. I am faulty to a large group of friends of mine. I have very limited friends but they are so near and dear that they fill every place in my heart and my life by their mere presence. I have a group of Gujurati friends, College friends, Office friends, other childhood friends. I am faulty to each and everyone of them for not being able to talk much and share every bit of joke and laugh I can with them. I am not much a talkative guy so long calls are mostly avoided, but I am textually active always and I feel sorry to not to be able to talk to all of them always.

-> I am faulty to my colleagues for not being able to know them more closely. For having a formal relationship with them even though the knowledge sharing has always been good with all. Still I am faulty for being the shy guy, the way I am. Still we can always improve the way we see life.

-> I am faulty to all my relatives. Yes most of the times we are not near and phone is the medium with which we talk and stay connected and as I said I am not a big call lover so I try to avoid those and still I wish, I could have talked the last time and will definitely talk the next time. Hopefully, the next time comes soon πŸ˜‰ Thank you though for showering your love always and you are deeply appreciated in my heart.

-> I am faulty to my girlfriend for all the promises I kept on giving but was unable to keep. For both the good and the bad times we shared. Wish we could had hanged out more time and gone for 1 more extra movie. I am also faulty to my gf’s parents and family for may be letting their hopes high on me and then destroying all their hopes all-together. Its Life. Shit happens!!

-> I am faulty to all the festivals. India and festivities are like synonyms and still I don’t feel enthusiastic for all the festivals celebrated in India and C’mon I can do better. I love dancing so some dance in all festivals will make me less faulty, more healthy and most happy πŸ˜€

-> I am faulty for all those insecure moments and bad memories I gave you(anyone and everyone) and wish they could be just erased from your mind forever.

-> I am faulty to spend so many hours and days in doing the things I love i.e reading novels, football, blogging and watching english TV series. I will never regret these Hobbies and will always hope to nourish it more πŸ˜‰ Never faulty here heartly!! Wrote this because many of my friends and my mother thinks its all a waste πŸ˜€

I know with the passage of time, this list will always keep on getting long,which should not happen, but still I know it will and hopefully the list of all the good times and happy times will grow more steeply to compensate this list.

If the amount of happiness you share is greater than the amount of negativity, then I assure you my friend, you will always have a good night’s sleep.

Lastly, Time will tell whether I will be faulty or not for writing this blog.. πŸ˜€

– Darshith.

6 thoughts on “I am Faulty!!

  1. nice hobbies.. I hope all those people you are faulty to are reading this post? haha, nice post none the less… Have fun blogging an reading novels and watching english series and have a wonderful year ahead πŸ™‚

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