We have so many feelings buried deep within us. These feelings resurface and to name a few like love, hatred, anger, jealous, pain, sadness, kindness and lots..
We have ways of displaying these feelings like hugging, kissing, spreading smile, holding hands, throwing things, winking, crying..
We all are familiar with all these feelings and at some point or other in life we feel these feelings and act on these in our own unique ways..
Crying is the first feeling we feel when we are born. We cry even before realizing we’re crying and crying is always so very deeply entangled to our soul. One doesn’t cry just because he is sad and failed but also when he’s in fear.. when he’s happy.. when there is too much going on in his life and crying becomes just a passage to lighten his heart and sob for sometime to make the passage of time slow and make him realize that this dark time too shall pass, so taking extra tension won’t make him feel any better.
I hate to admit it but I seldom cry but when I do, I prefer having a good sleep after crying. I sob a lot with hiccups at the later stage of crying. Its a very soothing feeling for me because I rarely allow it to visit me and when it comes I embrace it with open arms and keep it near me for long. There have been many times when I wanted to cry and I know the situation also demanded me to shed a tear or two but there was no crying even though I felt the urge of crying but nothing.
Whenever I cry, I don’t like anyone watching me may be it makes me feel inferior or weak.. I know crying is not something to be ashamed of but it’s just that I don’t want people to see the lesser known side of me.. So whenever I feel like crying(which is very very less) I go to the washroom and calm myself down by crying. But then I accept the fact in front of my parents and siblings and friends that yes I cried and that too in a washroom 😀
So, even though crying is a very rare feeling for me but I feel connected to it and I know it makes me feel ‘UP’. At least, my eyes are cleaned naturally while crying.
I also believe in crying as much as I want but only once for any same reason. Never more than once. But I know it’s not within my control.
Cry for the sad, the dead, the helpless, the weak. But make sure you are back to yourself again after the moment and don’t let the same reason make you cry again.
Lighten your heart once in a while,