Still an angel?

I start things

And then I give up

I don’t end it

I wait for others to end

Life has always

Been the one to end things

For me

May be I tried my best

May be I was scared in-between

May be I was exhausted

But I gave up

That’s for sure

As I don’t ever reach

My expectations

My finish line

May be I fall down

May be I get distracted

May be I realize midway

That this ain’t the course

For me

Life is always an affair

Of looking for the next thing

To do

And I do that perfectly

Be it with books

With time

With people

With memories

With love

I give up

I find something else

To keep myself occupied

And in doing

Definitely make my

Weird little mind agreed

That whatever

I am doing

Is absolutely okay

But is it?

I leave it on you

To judge

Because I know

This is what life is

Life has cast me out

And I am the Fallen Angel..


P.S. : Weekend is for resting and thinking about the good times. Enjoy Do you ever think of Me of Anthony Costa πŸ™‚

67 thoughts on “Still an angel?

  1. Well i feel so connected. But the difference is that i consider myself as a broken angel because my dreams shattered in front of me and I could do nothing but grieve. But trying hard again again is the only thing left because somewhere in sometime we will have our day.

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  2. Well….
    Leaving it mid way….
    May either give less pain at times but I would like to cross the finish line on my life to see I am worthy of this life, worthy to be in love, worthy to be in with people around…
    Though, I loved the way you presented the human nature…
    Thanks for sharing.

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    • Yes, we all ALWAYS want to cross the line and feel victory but there are many times when we got no option but to leave things mid way and bid farewell to things which we thought is important πŸ™‚ I am trying to finish things and then starting something new πŸ˜‰ This particular topic was mentioned in the book Brida of Paulo Coelho and I tried to write something similar to it πŸ™‚ Thanks for your support for always πŸ˜‰

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  3. You definitely ain’t the fallen angel dude!!
    Dedication is truly needed…..but there are so many things to try out in life….. unless something really fascinates you…..sometimes its better to try out different things.

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