He was confused
Lost his sanity
Lost his judgement
Lost his senses
Lost his happiness
Left his home
Left his family
Left his life behind
And he drove all night
To uncertainty
To sanity
To mental stability
The destination of the drive
Could not be found on any maps
Because it was within him
Somewhere hidden
And in hibernation
It was on him to search
It’s hiding habitat
And discover it
He was alone
With his grief
And his demons
And it was him who could
Find a way to shut them
All down and bid them goodbye
He knew they were toxic
And then the midnight
Became pitch dark darkness
Just before the dawn
The darkest hour cometh
He was not at all drowsy
Because the fear and sadness
Had shaken his world upside down
He knew he can tackle them
When he started the car engine
Now When the dawn was just some
Minutes away
He decided it’s time to
Go back
To the same fucking life
Of insecurities and chaos
And just when he was about to
Reach his home and
Go into the arms of
The source of all his problems
He chose the most
Easy and difficult way out
He drove his car
Into the trunk of the banyan tree
And before bidding goodbye
To his demons
He had to bid goodbye to
The unsatisfying, unhappy
Bitchy world
He was a part of..
This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda.
P.S. : Today’s choice is Your decision by Alice in Chains ❤ Hope your weekend is going strong and awesome 🙂
Beautiful…..words-ocular; poignancy-imaginable 🙂
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Thank you and thank you again 😀
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pleasure bhai 🙂
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Life can be a chore sometimes but that’s when we realize that there is light at the end of the tunnel only if we’ve been though the dark.
-Naima
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Yes so true 🙂 There is always light at the end of the tunnel 🙂 We just gotta hope for the best but also be ready for the worst 🙂
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Wonderfully written 🙂
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Thank you Neerja 🙂 Happy Monday 😦
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Happy Monday to you too 🙂
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Aish hai yaar tumhara 😛 Hamara no holiday for Dusshera and bahut kaam 😦
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sympathies 😛
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(rofl)
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Goossshhh ur thanks…😅😂 I’m here to share my experience n thinking so honestly no more thanks.. 🙏 still u’re welcome. 🙂
Btw its Nikita 😋
Blank filled, sir.. 😇
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Ok.. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences Nikita 😀 Sundays me dimag lazy hota hai na 😉
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Ha hota hai. Tabhi to zyada taklif nai dete dimag ko.. 😉 aaram karo.
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Aaram Hi kar rahe hai din bhar 😀 kal Se wapas same life 😦 tum b na do dimag me zorr 😛
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Haa same life. Still maybe a lill better. I’m doing my bit 4 that. 😀 tum bhi karo try.
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Haan try ho raha hai 😉 what are you doing for your bit of better days 😀
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Firstly toh ye decide kia hai ke I’ll be happy. Baki dekh leta hai jo hota hai. 🙂
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Wow! You have decided the right thing and the best thing for yourself and baki sab b sahi Hi hoga when you’re happy 😉
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Haa. Learnt it finally.. 😊😊 hope u be happy too. 🙂 n everyone else too..
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Yes, being happy always and finding true love is the most importantly dream we follow.. Some directly accept this and some don’t but we all crave that 🙂
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Yes. Exactly. As they say, ‘all around the world, people just want to be happy’ 😊💖
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You’re so awesome with your thoughts 😉
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😄😇 #Blushing
This deserves a thanks. 😅
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Wapas shuru 😀 Keep writing -> I will keep saying AWESOME -> YOu’ll keep blushing -> You will keep thanking -> and the loop continues 😛
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Ohhhh. Nai re. Isko yahi khatam karte hai. Bohot dangerous loop hai ye to. 😅
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Haan isliye thank you mat bolo 😛 shukria bolo 😀
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😀 😀 shukriya shukriya..
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Hindi me loop shuru ho jayega abhi 😛 bhale mujhe Hindi na aati ho thik Se 😀
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Koi loop shuru nai hoga.. Just frndship.. 🙂
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Ok no loops 😀 friendship sounds perfect 😉
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N u seriously r gonna take those thanks level up to the sky.. 😼😏
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Sky is the limit 😛 OK no more 😀
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Haha. ‘Thank u’ so much.. 😂😉
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:@ Thank you 😀
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Okay okay.. No more. Truce?
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Deal 😉
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Greatly written. Posts like these strangely give me hope.
This reminds me of what John Green said. “Awful things are survivable, because we are as indestructible as we believe ourselves to be. We need never be hopeless, because we can never be irreparably broken.” ❤
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I really love this quote 🙂 Thank you for sharing the quote and also liking this post ❤ and I don't know your name.. So Thank you _____ 😛 fill in the blank 😀
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I thought he’ll return to his life of chaos. I was hopeful. Until the end… Powerful.
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Sorry that the poem didn’t go where you wanted it to 🙂 Some return and some are just lost in the darkest hour.. Not everything has a happy ending..
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At least in real life happy endings are hard to find..
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Yes.. What kind of writer are you? Factual or fictional? I try to keep it as real as possible.. Pleasing the readers is necessary but in some cases you gotta strike down and add twists that leave them cursing the writer but helps in the bigger picture 😉
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I rarely read or write fiction 😊
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Then you also write your experiences and facts 🙂 acha hai na 😀 but you don’t read fiction? That’s surprising
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Yeah. I find it a waste of time. I love history and politics. So whenever I read, I read about what happened in the past, why there are borders, why some people hate each other and etc etc 🙂
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Oh wow! Then you can share some knowledge about all those history things with us all 😛 why people hate each other must be good to read but then personal experiences come handy then and you can know the reason well and no need to read that 😀 why there are borders is interesting 😉
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Well I do write about it all. If only you ever visit my blog 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
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Gajab! Yeah I read your posts 😉 you write about the places you visit and about our neighbor country Pakistan and then about online shopping and some poems 😉 since 1 month I am not getting time to read more posts 😦
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Lol 😀 I got no words 😀
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I am the silent follower 😛 But still you should share why there are borders.. I need to know 😀
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About that, I’m in a very sad mode. It is not something I would joke about. Borders are a curse. And I’m saying all this because I realized this morning that there could be another border in the making. I know I sound vague. But I will try to write it down 🙂
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Another border? Kaunsa and kaha? When people can’t distinguish between the right and the wrong and can’t control themselves, they try to control others by all these shitty things. Hope border na bane. It’s really bad.
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It’s something I saw last night that has disturbed me a lot. India is beginning to scatter.
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India k andar boundaries? Sach me? I am so far away from the news
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Or maybe I am too much into the news. It is something happening in Punjab. I hope it doesn’t spread any further. Media is keeping everything under wraps. But this social media is a very powerful tool. We know exactly what is happening and where it is happening..
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Thik hai koi link Hi share kar do.. I will read it.. Mere ko nahi pata tum kya chiz pe hint kar rahi ho..
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try looking for ‘ik choti jehi benti’ on youtube.
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Ok I will look it up.. I didn’t understand from the words though.. Thank you 😀
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I hope you’ll try to get some hint because the video is in punjabi 🙂
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Chalega.. Usme kya dikha rahe hai dekh lunga.. Warna I will ask you again 😉
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Okay 🙂
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Incredible writing! Always remember every day you have the chance to reinvent yourself. 🙂 The middle is always the messy part but never give up and always hold onto hope because in your darkest hour that’s what will save you. Like the song you chose says, it’s your decision. 🙂
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Thank you Jenny for always trying to link up the song with the post 😉 I try my best to make them a match and most of the time fail 😀 Hope is very powerful and yes we gotta hold on to this hope to get through the darkest hour 🙂
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I think when you link up a song with your posts you are bang on! 😀 Why do you say fail?? Hope is extremely powerful 🙂 Happy Sunday! 😀
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Happy Sunday.. Sometimes there’s no link between the post & the song 😉
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Well Bravo to you all the same 😉
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Thank you! 🙂
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the most easy and difficult way out – beautifully contrasted to convey the complexity of the decision…..
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Thank you Sunaina for your appreciation and liking that particular line 🙂 I loved writing this 😉
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We all lose it somewhere in the middle, don’t we? Some of us find our way back, some don’t…
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I love your words Girl 🙂 The best comment of this post ❤ Some are lost in this darkest hour..
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Now that is worth an ‘aww’ moment!! Thank you ❤
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“Aww” moments are good 😉
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Totally!
P.S. I’m back from the short trip! And the post is up 😉 You’re back from B’lore?
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Finally read posts after so long and loved all of yours 🙂 kya likhti ho tum 😀 yo I am back from B’lore and work 😦
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Thank you so much! 😀
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That was something scary at the end!
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Not all endings are beautiful
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They are only if you see something interesting and vibrant in them
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True that
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To the same fucking life
Of insecurities and chaosa
That was truly urban… We swear it all the time.. But when can we run away brother? Where can we run away to? The sum total of all the problem in this world is that people do not have an idea of their destination and have no clue about their journey. Well.. It’s a good initiative.. Good lines.. Brave!!! Way to go Darshit bhai
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Thank you mere Bhai 🙂 yeah we don’t know where to go and when to leave. We know that we need to go away, that’s it. But we all got a threshold and once we realize that the threshold has been crossed, we go crazy and need to lent it all out and leave everything behind and go to a new place. Why? Because there we can appreciate the new things we see. We are bored of the same old daily robotic life. But in the end wind up going to the same old life 😉 Thank you again boss ❤
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