Sometimes
No, many times
I face a dilemma
That how can
I sway sides
And still not
Curse myself
For the instability
There are days
When I consider
Myself good
And a sane guy
And then the switch
Is pressed
The tables are turned
The tides rise high above
The horizon seems to move more farther
Stability just becomes a hollow word
Hell lose free
I become a devil
Devil for me
Devil for most
And I start thinking all bad
And somehow I get through it too
Just like everything else
And then the contradiction phase
Starts and I think
Why this happens?
Is it just me?
It sure isn’t just me
But it can be only me too
If it’s only me
Then I gotta find a solution to this
Or give up
But if it’s with others too
Then I gotta make sure
That I let everybody know this
And in return
Get some inputs
But most don’t care
About what’s happening with me
Because of the same reason
That I don’t care
What’s happening with them
So the no.of inputs decrease
But no matter the inputs
Come or not
Deep within I know
The present is perfect
Good or bad is an illusion
And living the present
In the best possible way
Is the best possible thing
I can do to keep
These contradicting nature at bay
P.S.: Weekend is here but it’s 3:30 am here & no particular song is coming to me. Feel free to share any of your present favorites here 😉 Goodnight!
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Fools garden – lemon tree (my recent fav)
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I love this song too 😉 blue blue sky 😀
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Haha ya totally!!
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Try this song then,
Adele – rolling in deep
If only u haven’t heard this 😛
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Heard 😀 also heard Hello of Adele 😛
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Oh god, you seem quite ahead in songs too
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Aise Hi sun leta hu 😀 tum b suno.. Go for SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW of Gotye & songs of Boyce Avenue 😉
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Can you please share the link!!
I’m way too lazy to type so much!! 😛
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Wow! I will share the link in a while 😉
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Thank you so much
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Thanks!
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Oh yes, it happens to a lot of us! The pendulum swing… don’t fret 🙂
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How I didn’t compare these thoughts to a pendulum 😀 you’re awesome! Things always get better 😉
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I hope by now, things are better and running smooth 🙂
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Yeah, all iss welll 😛
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Oh, Good! 🙂
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Challenge those contradicting thoughts. They are in a sense good for us as Will help us to view the scenario from both sides, good or bad.. so have a good day…
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Yeah Akhila, I agree. Every thing, good or bad, counts for making us stronger:)
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We’ve all felt contradicting thoughts before, you are definitely not the only one 😉 The mind is a powerful tool that loves to play tricks on us. The past can make people feel sad and the future makes them feel anxious so you’re right to live in the present moment as much as humanly possible. 🙂 Don’t be so hard on yourself ok 😉 I am requesting the song “Disturbia” ~by Rihanna and when you listen to it you have to get up and dance and shake off those contradicting thoughts! 😛 😀
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Thanks Jennifer for your thoughts on contradicting thoughts 😀 tricks played by mind is confusing 😉 we have to cut some slack that we’re humans and open to make mistakes and sometimes blunders too 😉
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Yes exactly, I agree with you 🙂 😉
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