Always on meds..

Meds

I don’t suffer from ill-health or temperature

I suffer from love

Love that doesn’t see me

Love that doesn’t want to see me

Love that is not felt for me

Love that is non-existent

Love is my disease

And I am the patient

Always injured

Always suffering

Always admitted

Always on meds

Known as friends

Who give me strength

To accept and to forget

This contagious disease..

For how long?

how_long

I am happy now

But for how long?

I am so sad

But for how long?

I have a feeling to end it all

But for how long?

I want to stay aloof

But for how long?

I don’t understand what is next

But for how long?

Will you be my partner?

But for how long?

Let us be together forever

But for how long?

Let there be peace in our lives

But for how long?

I want to keep kissing you

But for how long?

For how long

Do I need all these things

Till they will last

This period of how long

Is not something pre-defined

Or something static

It varies in various situations

And also on the people

Present in that situation

But for how long

Will my life depend on it?

For how long

Will I feel this pain?

For how long

Can I keep you happy?

For how long

Things will stay good?

For how long

Things will be worst?

Forget all this shit

The main thing is

For how long

Can I keep myself in control

From all these mere things

And keep accepting

And tackling the situations

And this power within

Will define all the time constraints..