Life has the last laugh !! or does it??

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What is correct?

What is legit?

What is right?

What is acceptable?

What is better?

What is common?

When the past invades your present

What happens?

Does everything comes as a flashback

As if it just happened

Yesterday

No!! Just an hour ago

And now it seems all scattered

Is this what happens?

Or it already seems a distant past

And you can seldom remember

Anything clearly

It is there in your mind

Yes because it happened

In reality with you

But all is vague

And you don’t want to

Rub your hand like on the

Foggy glass pane

And want to see your past

In clarity because

You think that its gone

And let bygones be bygone

And you succeed also

Kudos !!

But till how long, is the question?

You will succumb

Not instantly may be

But eventually

And life will be there

Having the last laugh

As if it HAD you

All down on your knees and drenched

But….

Yes you were down but not buried

And hence you rise

You get someone more lovely

In present, or in near-future

And you get the reason

To smile back at life

And think(not say)

I have Her and I am happy !!

Life didn’t get to have the last laugh

And it never will

Death may have the last laugh

But, till that no matter what

We must have lived our life up to the fullest.

My life to live..

Fallen

Scarred

Bruised

Injured

Yet trying to make amends

Trying to make things right

Wronged by others

Suppressed by others

Wings detached

Tied in shackles

Gagged to silence

Beaten to helplessness

Yet can’t see the wrong

Thinking that I deserve it

But did I really?

Was there no other way??

No one there to show me the truth

And if anyone did

I know that I would not believe

Because those scars was my life to live.

That Go-to place..

Blank Mind- Not an actual post!!

Sometimes it just so happen that you are out there in the crowd among so many strangers and just looking at them and the surrounding creates so many ideas in your mind that you wish for time to stop so that you can pen down what all thoughts are rushing in your mind and then let the world know about what you felt. But, time never stops and you are just left with may be 5% of all the ideas you had when you reach home and sit down in front of your laptop.

There are some times, when you deliberately sit in front of your laptop and decide that you won’t watch any video or read any PDFs and you will just open up your text-editor and let your wingers be a medium to write the things which are going in your mind, but NADA!! At such times, there comes no particular interesting thoughts and all you are left with is some video and watch it snugging inside the blanket and keep the laptop away so that your hands won’t reach it because you’re sure that no good idea is coming to you.

Such is the time for me now. I am in a train. Travelling. Saw 2 movies during the journey, but wanted to write something but God help me, no good thoughts are popping up so I thought why not just write about this only.

Do you also face such a situation?
Are you always filled with ideas?? Or sometimes you feel like your mind is on strike and from that moment onwards it’s not going to generate any new ideas for you??

But I know eventually my mind will make truce with me and help me write something or the other and give me good thoughts to write about.

Keep thinking,
Darshith.