For how long?

how_long

I am happy now

But for how long?

I am so sad

But for how long?

I have a feeling to end it all

But for how long?

I want to stay aloof

But for how long?

I don’t understand what is next

But for how long?

Will you be my partner?

But for how long?

Let us be together forever

But for how long?

Let there be peace in our lives

But for how long?

I want to keep kissing you

But for how long?

For how long

Do I need all these things

Till they will last

This period of how long

Is not something pre-defined

Or something static

It varies in various situations

And also on the people

Present in that situation

But for how long

Will my life depend on it?

For how long

Will I feel this pain?

For how long

Can I keep you happy?

For how long

Things will stay good?

For how long

Things will be worst?

Forget all this shit

The main thing is

For how long

Can I keep myself in control

From all these mere things

And keep accepting

And tackling the situations

And this power within

Will define all the time constraints..

That shirt !!!!

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She had forgotten everything

Almost everything

I know because she didn’t reply back

Not to my mails or calls or messages

And I had also eventually moved on

With the fact scribbled in my mind

That I was not worth her

May be a bit in past but not anymore in present

And I was driving en-route office

And got a call from an unknown caller

I parked my car roadside

On receiving I heard nothing

Silence and some sobs after a while

And finally the voice I used to love once

She was all scattered at that moment

And I was too upon listening her sobs

I got out of my car and calmly asked

Her the reason for her sadness

And she was just crying loudly also

With hiccups

On insisting for long she replied

That just some moments back she

Was searching for an old gown of hers

And then she found THAT SHIRT

Which was what I had wore

When we became intimate the first time

And I asked her to keep it

And she used to wear the shirt

Everytime she missed me then

And finding that shirt made her realize

How wrong we both were and the ending

Of our story could had been different

But now everything was gone

And I know this feeling was just temporary

And thankfully she also felt the same

All she could say was that she would

Hang the shirt on the peg on the wall

Till sometime in future and

Reminisce the good ol days

I felt good that she at least contacted me

And I was back to my driver’s seat

And she again had the control over her life

And she got used to the feeling of that shirt

And it didn’t bring her those emotions back anymore

Now she knows how it felt when

I Looked at the shirt gifted by her

Which I had given to a needy

After some struggling days then !!