That rare feeling

I didn’t feel like this

Since a very long time

And it is bad I know

Once in a while

I should feel like this

The feeling of

Churning juices

The feeling of

Craving for food

I am so damn hungry !!

Being a vegan

I can go for non Veg also

Somebody help me

Get me some food

Any food will do

And this rare feeling

Is nourished

For more frequent times

And when I look

At someone

Who are deprived of

The feeling of full stomach

And are acquainted to

The feeling of

Empty stomach

It makes me sad

How a feeling of hunger

Is rare for me

And a feeling of

Full belly is rare for them

Needing everything Is optional

But 3 times a meal

Is mandatory

And I pray to God

That we all make

It possible in

Whatever ways we can

Just trying to eradicate

The Feeling of hunger

It won’t be done

Overnight

But by the gradual

Effort of one & all

In every measure

So let’s join hands

And also share thoughts

For making it possible..

Knowing your beauty..

Seeing your beauty
Made me stared
At you for 20 seconds
Knowing your beauty
Will make me love you
For endless of time
Because your beauty
Is not limited to physicality
But also your caring
Your sharing your crying
Your laughing your feeling
Your excitement your anger
Your happiness your neutrality
Your naughtiness your ignorance
Your little joys your dancing
Your smiles your loving
And to know your beauty
I would give all my time
Just to be with you
And let you know me
And know you back 🙂

I dedicate myself to you..

I dedicate

My life

My soul

My heart

My mind

And my love

To you

And it’s true

For everything you do

I dedicate myself

To you…!!

Chasing all our life..

The chase is on

Was or is it ever off??

Before birth the chase starts

And it don’t end

Till after our death also

But the sad part is

Object of chase varies

And we think

That we always

Require to go after

The next object of chase

To make our life better

Greedy Us?!!

Or the society has become that

I love to believe the latter

Chase after good education

Chase after good life partner

Chase after good living

Chase after good livelihood

When do you think

We should draw a line??

Or think too much of chasing

Time to sit down

And enjoy the things

Gathered from the previous chases

But we seldom do

Craving for better

Craving for more & more

Does this crave does any benefit??

To us or our dear ones

I guess it does

Or else why to go till such lengths

But I hope I will get some answers

With passing age

& some wisdom

& on the path of evolution

Till then HAPPY CHASING BUDDIES 🙂

Life story of a WORD..!!

Have you ever felt like wanting to say a word? That word was there always in your mind but just you couldn’t speak it out. Whenever you thought of saying your tongue betrayed you. You just couldn’t seem to get hold of that word & your tongue couldn’t speak it. And then you forget it.

After days, while watching a movie or series or reading a book, you again come face2face with that word. And you shout(and I mean literally) OH MAN!! HOW COME I COULDN’T REMEMBER YOU 😛 and then people around you are like is-this-guy-crazy ?? 😀

On reading/listening that word, you feel as if that word is talking back to you. Shouting on top of his voice ” I FOOLED YA. YA WANTED TO REMEMBER ME? *devil’s laugh* BUT I ESCAPED YA AND THIS MOVIE SPOILED MY ESCAPE, MADE ME AGAIN A SLAVE TO YOU 😦 I M HAPPY I WAS FREE AND INDEPENDENT AND JUST SO YOU KNOW, IT WAS MY LONGEST INDEPENDENCE AND IT WON’T EVER BE MY LAST. YA GET THAT?? I WILL FOOL YA AGAIN & YA WON’T EVER.. I MEAN “EVER” FIND ME 😛 “

And I m like, C’mon dude that’s not gonna happen anymore because I have a beautiful and the most effective trick up my sleeve.
Wanna know what? 😀 
Come closer, lend me your ear, so that other friends of yours(the other independent words) won’t listen to the trick.
And then I whisper,

I will write an article on YOU. I will make you famous and I will make you worldwide.
You won’t have anyplace to hide.
And you then don’t ever have to shout USE ME(like a dustbin) to anyone.
You will be used like a diamond necklace on precious occasions heightening the beauty of the both yourself & the bearer.
You will be divine.
Now, don’t thank me because I found you. Thank yourself because you wanted to be independent and were hiding & I just happened to cross your path & get hold of you.
Cheers friend for your bright future. Live long 🙂

Ain’t worth it…

Ain’t worth it…

That’s what she said

Not verbally

But with her actions

Like don’t call me baby publicly

Or hug me infront of all

Or stare at me in parties

And many other things

She said which also

Indicated the same

And at first I just smiled

And accepted it

Thinking may be she was uncomfortable

But boy was she?

Nope !!

She loves all these things

Someone staring at her

Someone hugging her tightly

And someone calling her names

It was just simple & plain

I was no longer that someone

And it dawned me a little late

But all I had in my control

Was to accept the fact that

I was not worth her

As per her

Or as per the new someone

But I knew

And somewhere deep inside she also knew

That She was not worth me !!

What I see….

What do you think

I see when you find me looking at the mirror?

Grieving soul?

Broken heart?

Pain in eyes?

Forced dimples on cheek?

Frowned brows?

Shrugged shoulders?

Failed composure?

Drenched life?

No !!

That’s not the reality

Because

I see

Smiling soul

Happy heart

Cheerful eyes

Attractive dimples

Lively brows

Capable shoulders

Confident composure

Blissful life

How can I stay sad and weak and in pain

When I know these are temporary and of no gain

Half the battle is won in mind

Before facing the battlefield wind

All I want to see is an evolved me

Today, tomorrow and that’s what I see..

I shouldn’t have slept !!

I have never been
A big fan of sleep
As I feel that something
Will be missed
And it happened again
Still continues the trend
And I hope that I will
Not repeat it
I kept you waiting
Waiting for the whole night
I was all asleep
With you in my dreams
And you were awake
Waiting in reality
I feel so bad
To have kept you waiting
You told you were busy
With other friends
But I know deep down
You were hoping
That I shouldn’t had slept
So early
Which was unlike me
But then I woke up
To see your missed calls
And I feel so bad
And I know you have slept
We are together in your dreams
And now its my turn to wait
Till you wake up
Which is always very late
But this I deserve and
I am all happy to wait
And think about the good times
We spend & talk & cherish
Its all morning
And let me try something new
As in a walk to keep
My waiting all real
And occupied
Just thinking that you
Look most beautiful
While sleeping.

P.S. : I hate sleep for sure !!

That shirt !!!!

She had forgotten everything

Almost everything

I know because she didn’t reply back

Not to my mails or calls or messages

And I had also eventually moved on

With the fact scribbled in my mind

That I was not worth her

May be a bit in past but not anymore in present

And I was driving en-route office

And got a call from an unknown caller

I parked my car roadside

On receiving I heard nothing

Silence and some sobs after a while

And finally the voice I used to love once

She was all scattered at that moment

And I was too upon listening her sobs

I got out of my car and calmly asked

Her the reason for her sadness

And she was just crying loudly also

With hiccups

On insisting for long she replied

That just some moments back she

Was searching for an old gown of hers

And then she found THAT SHIRT

Which was what I had wore

When we became intimate the first time

And I asked her to keep it

And she used to wear the shirt

Everytime she missed me then

And finding that shirt made her realize

How wrong we both were and the ending

Of our story could had been different

But now everything was gone

And I know this feeling was just temporary

And thankfully she also felt the same

All she could say was that she would

Hang the shirt on the peg on the wall

Till sometime in future and

Reminisce the good ol days

I felt good that she at least contacted me

And I was back to my driver’s seat

And she again had the control over her life

And she got used to the feeling of that shirt

And it didn’t bring her those emotions back anymore

Now she knows how it felt when

I Looked at the shirt gifted by her

Which I had given to a needy

After some struggling days then !!

Making of TOMORROW me..

Walking with cross hands

Folded hands

All to myself

Not wanting to know the world anymore

Enough of knowing others

Now time to know myself

Because if I know myself

I will know the world

And all the others

Walking super fast

As I m walking alone

Making way for myself

Jumping over the mud pool

Avoiding the daily humdrum traffic

I will stumble and fall

Break my nose

I will walk on wrong paths unknowingly

Just to return back to square one

Then make a mental note

To only follow my heart

And not blindly trust directions

Given by others or the sign boards

I will get dirty

But I will be glad

As I am walking towards

Purity of my soul

I will get tired

I will get aches

I may crawl

Stop for some time

But will resume again

Ah! Its okay

To know myself

Some hard times

Some mud stains won’t hurt

People get lost knowing self

For me its all bearable

Not only stains but also pain

Destination is always the same

TOMORROW ME

Starting point is also the same

YESTERDAY ME

Journey is also the same

TODAY ME

Hurdles will come today only

Neither yesterday nor tomorrow

And the way I get over them

Will play a key role

In the making of

TOMORROW ME