Mental Indigestion..

Are you ready to die today?

A simple question, which can bring back fears and sorrow to you and also to your near and dear ones. No one is ever ready, I guess.

If you’re ready, then man, you’re at peace with your life and have lived it to the fullest and no matter what you got, more happiness or pain, you have accepted that and made your peace with it. You found your closure.

We are a moving vessel of thoughts, imaginations, hope, trust, promises, sacrifices, love, betrayals, mood-swings, double-crossings and many more. We have either done these things or have been on the receiving end and also the combination of both.

At the end, we gotta understand the natural fact that we are humans. We make mistakes, even blunders and desire for forgiveness. But does our desire meet what we deserve?

Sometimes we are forgiven but mostly we are punished, if not physically then torture or separation or something related. At that moment, we think it’s better to die and be done with all these. But, is it real?

If we die, we won’t feel anything, not the pain or the happiness. There will be no WE. No I. There will be nothing. Not even nothing.
So, if hard days are what you are going through, then talk it out. Share it with your closest of friends. Or better, write it down.

No one needs to know, if you are not okay with that. But, don’t keep it all inside. It creates mess. Chaos. Indigestion.
Stomach indigestion can be cured with some meds. But, mental indigestion can be fatal. It leads to drastic, life-changing decisions, which should be avoided at all cost.

See how powerful our little brain. The left portion, which controls our right half of the body and the right portion, which controls the left half of the body, all so wonderful and controlling us. For me, it’s like a temple. And if, some mental indigestion is to occur here, then this EVER SO BEAUTIFUL ABODE will be destroyed and you will never be satisfied.

The best way for that to NOT happen is accept the reality and be social. Talk about the problems and see others perspectives. We never know, someone else’s brain might be more beautiful than ours. And, we can learn from it, make our’s even more evolved. Treasure this beauty, this brain, it’s thoughts, this life. It’s your’s. Not mine, not anybody else’s. Make it beautiful inside and it will surely reflect outside.

We won’t get another life(may be I am implying for re-birth, but in that case also, the situations will be different than the present ones), so hold on to things and make it all count. Love, live, smile. Pain will come and go, just as the happiness. But, it all depends for HOW LONG you hold on to that feeling.

If pain comes, hold it, see it, feel it and then let go. So that, when you encounter it again, you can know, “Oh, this Pain! We have crossed path before and the last time was not so good. I will better skip meeting it this time”. See, it becomes so easy.

If happiness comes, hold it, see it, feel it, enjoy it and here, you can KEEP IT. In your heart, it will always be there as your fondest of memory.

Now, if you have found this kind of happiness and calmness, I think you are ready to die(or you won’t feel regret, if death comes and takes you away) but if not, then work towards this feeling.
When you will encounter, no one knows. But, if you think positive, then that moment will never be far.
You deserve to be happy and everyone desires to be happy.
Let’s try to match our desire and deserve to our best potential.

Chasing all our life..

The chase is on

Was or is it ever off??

Before birth the chase starts

And it don’t end

Till after our death also

But the sad part is

Object of chase varies

And we think

That we always

Require to go after

The next object of chase

To make our life better

Greedy Us?!!

Or the society has become that

I love to believe the latter

Chase after good education

Chase after good life partner

Chase after good living

Chase after good livelihood

When do you think

We should draw a line??

Or think too much of chasing

Time to sit down

And enjoy the things

Gathered from the previous chases

But we seldom do

Craving for better

Craving for more & more

Does this crave does any benefit??

To us or our dear ones

I guess it does

Or else why to go till such lengths

But I hope I will get some answers

With passing age

& some wisdom

& on the path of evolution

Till then HAPPY CHASING BUDDIES 🙂

Life story of a WORD..!!

Have you ever felt like wanting to say a word? That word was there always in your mind but just you couldn’t speak it out. Whenever you thought of saying your tongue betrayed you. You just couldn’t seem to get hold of that word & your tongue couldn’t speak it. And then you forget it.

After days, while watching a movie or series or reading a book, you again come face2face with that word. And you shout(and I mean literally) OH MAN!! HOW COME I COULDN’T REMEMBER YOU 😛 and then people around you are like is-this-guy-crazy ?? 😀

On reading/listening that word, you feel as if that word is talking back to you. Shouting on top of his voice ” I FOOLED YA. YA WANTED TO REMEMBER ME? *devil’s laugh* BUT I ESCAPED YA AND THIS MOVIE SPOILED MY ESCAPE, MADE ME AGAIN A SLAVE TO YOU 😦 I M HAPPY I WAS FREE AND INDEPENDENT AND JUST SO YOU KNOW, IT WAS MY LONGEST INDEPENDENCE AND IT WON’T EVER BE MY LAST. YA GET THAT?? I WILL FOOL YA AGAIN & YA WON’T EVER.. I MEAN “EVER” FIND ME 😛 “

And I m like, C’mon dude that’s not gonna happen anymore because I have a beautiful and the most effective trick up my sleeve.
Wanna know what? 😀 
Come closer, lend me your ear, so that other friends of yours(the other independent words) won’t listen to the trick.
And then I whisper,

I will write an article on YOU. I will make you famous and I will make you worldwide.
You won’t have anyplace to hide.
And you then don’t ever have to shout USE ME(like a dustbin) to anyone.
You will be used like a diamond necklace on precious occasions heightening the beauty of the both yourself & the bearer.
You will be divine.
Now, don’t thank me because I found you. Thank yourself because you wanted to be independent and were hiding & I just happened to cross your path & get hold of you.
Cheers friend for your bright future. Live long 🙂

That shirt !!!!

She had forgotten everything

Almost everything

I know because she didn’t reply back

Not to my mails or calls or messages

And I had also eventually moved on

With the fact scribbled in my mind

That I was not worth her

May be a bit in past but not anymore in present

And I was driving en-route office

And got a call from an unknown caller

I parked my car roadside

On receiving I heard nothing

Silence and some sobs after a while

And finally the voice I used to love once

She was all scattered at that moment

And I was too upon listening her sobs

I got out of my car and calmly asked

Her the reason for her sadness

And she was just crying loudly also

With hiccups

On insisting for long she replied

That just some moments back she

Was searching for an old gown of hers

And then she found THAT SHIRT

Which was what I had wore

When we became intimate the first time

And I asked her to keep it

And she used to wear the shirt

Everytime she missed me then

And finding that shirt made her realize

How wrong we both were and the ending

Of our story could had been different

But now everything was gone

And I know this feeling was just temporary

And thankfully she also felt the same

All she could say was that she would

Hang the shirt on the peg on the wall

Till sometime in future and

Reminisce the good ol days

I felt good that she at least contacted me

And I was back to my driver’s seat

And she again had the control over her life

And she got used to the feeling of that shirt

And it didn’t bring her those emotions back anymore

Now she knows how it felt when

I Looked at the shirt gifted by her

Which I had given to a needy

After some struggling days then !!

Desire & Deserve.. Wish they can overlap..

The road ahead is a mystery

You don’t know anything about the road

It feels good to start a new journey

Hoping to see new faces

New places

New people

And it also feels a tad scary

As you have never been down this road before

It may bring you chaos

Blunders

Life long troubles

But you know you will gain experience

You will get to know yourself better

And this is what life is all about

Knowing your ownself

So that you can know the world we live in

But the forward journey is difficult

As compared to the return journey

Because while moving forward

We don’t know what’s waiting

For us ahead

We just have to find it out

For our ownself

Have to deal with problems

Have to find the correct path

To reach the desired destination

But mostly in Life

The desired destination &

The deserving destination

Don’t overlap

And that causes pain

And struggle & craving

For returning back to

The cocoon

This return journey is difficult

No doubt but

Easier than the forward journey

Because we know the path of return

And we got the experience

Of the forward journey also

To help us bring an end to the

Whole journey and have a smile on our face

Either for the successful journey

Or for the heartily attempt you had

To seek your desire and make it what you deserve..