Prisoners of Regret..

The present is what all we got,

The past is left behind,

The future has no shape,

Hope I will be found by someone whom I want.

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I wanted to be with her,

wanted to make her smile,

but now all I got is her phone number but no courage,

to talk to her because the time is gone.

I didn’t tell her, she got her love,

I am left behind, just thinking about her,

her simple smile.

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I wish I had, told her how I felt,

then I know I wouldn’t had been a prisoner of regret,

I would had been a free bird then,

but now it’s not like that, and I feel so suffocated.

I wish I had, done something to express my love,

then I know my future would had taken a good shape,

I would had been happy and surely she too,

but now it’s not like that, and I feel so suffocated.

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Life is short, making decisions difficult,

but always make sure you don’t make any decision that you live to regret,

because there is just no bail for the prisoners of regret!!

but, there’s always a BUT!!

Things going on smoothly,

you feeling uplifted,

thinking that there is STILL a hint of goodness,

in between these failures, betrayals, double crossings..

And then I let my guard off,

yes, at that exact moment, I got screwed.

Life is a bitch.

It doesn’t distinguish between rich, poor, male, female, child, honest, cripple, ANYONE,

It comes and destroys the perfect present,

destroys the ideal future,

destroys the mental peace,

sucks the confidence out of you,

steals that smile away from your face,

laughs at us, as if it’s invincible.

And yes, at that moment, it is INVINCIBLE.

but, there’s always a BUT,

and this but comes to our rescue,

gives us strength to rise,

gives us hope to walk,

gives us wings to fly,

gives us power to conquer,

not only this world but also our own self,

Our prime self.

We all get screwed but this BUT helps us do wonders and miracles,

Because one failure is not worth the end,

As there is no end to anything.

Stormy night!!

When things aren’t going my way,

when the wind is blowing against me,

when I need a solution, I encounter more problems,

when the pressure keeps on building,

when I feel suffocated, nauseated, locked inside a cage,

when my shouts & yells aren’t heard by any,

when I pinch myself, hoping that it’s a nightmare,

when I have to go through the stormy night,

when I can’t take anybody’s help,

because the people who used to help me,

are themselves the creators of this stormy night.

I can’t sleep, even if I want to,

time is getting stretched with my thoughts,

sweat is on my brow, just a hint of it,

my brain is working at a crawling speed, if not standstill,

I have to find a solution soon,

and bring an end to this stormy night.

Outside, it’s all cool breeze,

crickets chirping, dead silence of a calm night,

Inside, it is a battle, storm, chaos, helter skelter,

and I don’t know how to tame this storm,

I just want this night to end,

end it soon enough without any more problems,

and, come tomorrow morning I will be a hero,

an amateur, who stood his ground, to prove his worth,

a sailor, who had a troubling yet successful voyage,

a fighter, who despite the odds, won.

Being Happy is an option!

There are always 2 sides of a coin. Either you select heads or tails.
Similarly, each and every situation in life can have 2 sides. We can name these sides. Pull and Push.

Every second we live is an option.. And every second we choose..
To live or die..
To breathe this very second or not..
To wake up early in the morning or not..
To let the kids have icecream or not..
To go to a temple or not..
To make ourselves smile or not..

Yes, we decide at every second we live.. We may not realise it because we have gotten used to it that the option and the decision are taken as a reflex but they are still options.
They sometimes pull you back or push you ahead.

From these names itself you can know what these 2 sides do. Either they pull you back and try to halt your progress, or they push you through the darkened difficult path by providing lights on the way.

Its totally in the nature of an individual, how we perceive the situation and then decide whether we want to be pulled or pushed by it.
Now, choosing is difficult but all decisions comes with its baggage of NOT choosing the other side.
So make sure whatever side you choose, you stay happy with it. And,make up your mind that you could never had been more happy if ever you had choosen the other side.

Winning over our mind is the most difficult battle. Even difficult than being in the death bed or being in a free falling to-be-crashed aeroplane, because if we are able to make truce with our mind regarding the happiness and closure we have in the present, then that’s victory and death can’t snatch that feeling of peace from you.

Not every situations are same, so an individual have to analyze and decide whether he will be more HAPPY(comfortable and happy are NOT the same words), if he pull or push.
You can take suggestions of those who you think can guide you, but take decision yourself and hold your stand after that and don’t point fingers to those who helped you in taking decisions. It’s you who gotta live with the decision.

Keep choosing whats best,
Darshith.

Where are we headed??

To tell the truth, “I don’t know!”. But, I am not wasting much time on that question. Infact, I have quite a few other questions lingering in my mind. I won’t bother you with all those because I know you also have a list of yours and don’t want to add anymore questions to it.

So where exactly am I headed??

The destination is important to start the journey. But, after the beginning of the journey, the journey should be the destination. To make the journey unique, memorable, worthy, happy, success, true, wise you have to forget the former destination. You will reach the former destination, if you make your later destination a perfect one. And it can only be made perfect, if YOU live it by your own rules, following your own principles, listening to your heart, making kind decisions, living a blessed LIFE.

No matter how tough situations come, remember you are TOUGHER, WISER, STRONGER, STANDING, SMILING, DIFFERENT, POWERFUL!!! These tough situations define you, build you, develop you, evolve you, rise you. These tough situations make you the YOU!

Come harder days, come tough challenges, come dark nights, come quite moments, come cornered times & along with all come BETTER YOU!!

Keep fighting,
One of the fighters.

Wish implementation was easy!!

Someone has rightly said that “The world sees our presentations but don’t care about our intentions but God sees our intentions and don’t believe in presentations.”

What do we educate ourselves for?
What’s the next step after education?

Let me stop myself now, or else I will write such a long list of questions, which is not only haunting our minds on a regular basis but also have been prevailing since so many centuries.

Let’s go one by one for TRYING to find some solution or a round about way for some of the questions.

Learning is all important for the children. I myself have been in debt of Education which I have received in my life and its one of the prime reasons for the happiness I have in my life.

I love reading, learning, educating myself, gaining knowledge.. But when it comes to implementation of the learning.. ummmm.. I think.. and think.. and later!!

May be I am afraid of failure.. or afraid of trying atleast.. or being judged by the people.. I don’t want to implement and be given scores on my learning..
But, is there any way out of it?

There is always one way out of every problem.. Its to find a solution, and it can only happen when you are eager to face the problem head-on and not just try to sneak out from the deadly sight of the problem, because it’s not gonna help you any.
The sooner you face the problem, the easier for you.. The more late you do, the more the fear feeds on your guts and grow and the more dwindling you find yourself of confidence.

Implementation is not all rocket science, so chill, its easy(ultimately)!!
At first, it needs your attention, then your interest, then some hard work,,, here, you start getting acquainted and then Voila, you’re the Implementer!!(if Beginner’s Luck favors you, then you’re the BEST IMPLEMENTER!! 😀 )

Its all easier said than done. But, I am myself going through this and trying to implement my learning into something good and presentable which will not only be appreciated by others but also be my own work of evolution.

That’s how we evolve from an amateur to a pro and beyond that. It takes time but we all evolve. Some steeply, some gradually and some eventually.
So, steady yourself, take a deep breathe and HEAD-ON!!

Keep evolving,
Darshith.

P.S.: Being in the learning phase for as long as possible is great, but once you start implementing, you will realize that you can also learn while implementing.