Was it love or one-night stand ?!!

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Was it love?

Or a longer version of

One-night stand?

We knew each other

And don’t misunderstand

It for a deep relationship

It was all hi, hello, and bbye

Added with sex

And then again vanish

From each other’s life

All to meet again

For moments of pleasure

Or satisfaction or some change

Just to be puff again

And that was satisfying

To me and to her also

Or that’s what she said

I didn’t try to dig deep

Into what she actually felt

Because that would leave me

All vulnerable and alone and beatable

And just a hint of the breeze

Will be my downfall

So to avoid my downfall

I played with her

Or again was it me being played?

Every moment of separation was chaos

And seldom we thought about each other

Maybe mostly when we were in the

Arms of our better halves

But we missed & imagined each other

During that moment of pleasure

When the toes are all curled

Lips are all wet

Fingers on the back of the skin

Of the other

Just hoping to open eyes

To the familiar face of her

Smiling back & wanting me more

And it was always my better half there

Whom I loved no doubt

But definitely

Less than her

And after the act

I was always happy

With my better half but

Then why do I miss her during the act?

I have been pondering on that

Since we were apart and will

Keep on pondering till

My heart & soul & body are apart

What is love and what is One-night stand?

Ask me and all you will get

Is silence !!

P.S.: This was a draft since more than 2 years and I do not know how twisted my mind was or it still is 😀 Hope you enjoyed the chaotic taste of love and yeah, have a great weekend! And as September is on the verge of ending, this post’s song is Meant to be by Bebe Rexha. And, remember my YouTube channel, Darshith Badiyani, please do the honors 😀

How difficult is it to think positive?

So! Yes, this time it’s not ‘Yo!’ 😀

I think I have met many people in my life. All kind of people, almost all. What hurts me to express is I am bad at expressing and then how people think negative things and stay with all the negativity.

I have been thinking for some days that how difficult is it to think positive, to think good things, and to understand that almost everything is in our mind. So, if we start to think happy, we certainly become happy, eventually.

I know I am writing this post from my perspective and hence I think it is easy to be happy and positive, but, I think I am ready to learn the difficult things of life and try to understand life from other’s perspective.

I think how we are brought up as a child has a larger effect on our thought process than anything else. But, how we see the world and feel the world and try to understand things is also important. It’s not that the same solution applies to all the problems and scenario and hence we gotta think differently for almost all the cases and try to find the best solution for each scenario individually.

As all people have a different name, and to call them, we use their respective names, similarly, to find a better relationship with any particular individual, we gotta use an unique solution to make it work in the best manner.

I can write numerous things about what to do to think positive but I won’t do it because if that worked, then I wouldn’t have been writing this post here. Things don’t work. People don’t think positive and hence there has to be something underneath this. Not only THEIR MENTAL LIMITATION but something more other than that. I want to figure that out so that we can try to neutralize that factor.

So, please tell me when you face difficulty to think positive. Under what circumstances do you think that you’re all drained of the positivity in your life and start to think negative? I know it’s difficult to express ourselves but we’re at that point in our life that we have to help ourselves or else it’s all downhill from there. Please help me, help you.

 

Lack of morality

Morality

Just a mere word

But life to many

Going against it

Needs sincere will power

And many can’t do it

May be I can’t also

Keeping others in darkness

Is against morality

Or conscience

Showing lack of morals

Or having a dirty or confused conscience is easy

But that ain’t me

Easy things are not for me

I like to struggle

Talk myself out of situations

Take risks

But also make sure

I don’t take a step

I would regret

Because regrets come

When we take a step without

The green signal from our heart

And not considering

The present situations at hand

Keeping the regrets to minimum

Is the best

And it can be done with

Clear conscience

And no lack of morality

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P.S.: Weekend is almost here and today’s choice is If you come back of Blue 🙂 Taking decisions is a big thing and hence we gotta know what’s best or not 😉 With passage of time we learn from bad decisions and experiences and this leads to a satisfied heart 😉 Hope you get it all working the best for you ❤

Through the peephole..

I don’t want to be outside
Knowing you through a peephole
I want you to open the gates
And let me flood in
Know you wholly
I am done
Living life your way
Knowing the parts of you
You wanted me to see
Now either let me see you wholly
Know you wholly
Let full submission be a part of us
Or cover the peephole
And bid me farewell
Because peephole is
Not letting me live
And not letting me leave
So, help me
And choose something
As I always said to you
You have the reigns & chains
It’s time again for you
To choose from options
And get me or forget me
I am just a closed door away
With the smile you like to see
With the heart you like to love
With the words you like to hear
Hopefully with the love you like to have

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P.S. : Today’s song is Outside by Staind. One of my favorite 😉

Feel alive..

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Happiness is something that we decide ourselves. There are a lot of reasons to be unhappy, but we choose to be happy because it makes us feel alive.

Happy Teachers day to everyone. We all keep on learning till the end. During death, we learn to die, permanently. See, that’s also learning. If you are willing to learn and gain, then Life can be a wonderful teacher.

P.S. : Let’s Welcome the happiness & positivism in our lives. Today’s song Welcome of Fort Minor.

Worth a shot..

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What makes you young?

What makes you wild?

What makes you free?

What makes you yourself?

Is it something external

Which is known

Or something internal

Which is unknown

And you are in search of that

And you don’t know whether

You will find it or not

But it’s always

Worth a try

It’s always

Worth a shot

Gambling for happiness

Risking to be yourself

Because you matter

To yourself

Are you ready

To find who you are?

Get indulged..

P.S.: Tune to Summertime Sadness. Indulged in this song since morning 😀

Adore style..

Keep locking and popping
Keep dancing and jumping
Keep rocking and rolling
Keep running and flying

Be here and there
Be cautious and fair
Be happy and stare
Be loving and dare

Let the world smile
Let it’s people adore style
Let you never be vile
Let everyone know you for a while

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Secrets..

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With each step ahead
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Sweat from the brow
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Destination beyond horizon
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Next level of dehydration
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No one to help
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Track me by the sweat trail
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I may not go long
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I may stumble in the next step
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How did I reach here?
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Oh, I am tired to move anymore
The sunburn hurts
The injuries hurt
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Have been dragging my feet
Since last 6 hours
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I have been free
Since the same last 6 hours
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Before that
I was held
I was a hostage
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I was kicked, punched
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I was beaten
By a stick, rod, belt
You name it
I was tortured
Several teeth cracked
Limbs broken
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But I didn’t give up
I didn’t tell them the secrets
I sacrificed my life
Life of my family
My mother, wife and son
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But didn’t tell my enemies
Anything valuable
Luckily got hold of a blade
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Killed 2 and in return
Got shot twice
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Running towards the border
But, where is it?
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I know I won’t be able
To meet anyone anymore
But
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At least I will not die a hostage
Not as a turncloak

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A herd of Eagles hovering
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due image credits

Evil & options..

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due credits to BizHat.com

Options are good. But options to be bad is also bad and confusing.

I won’t say  “Just Imagine” some kind of scenario and ask a remedy/solution because you may opt for stopping imagination and then it will be a waste of time for all.

This is reality. My reality. Everyone’s reality.

I want you to go to that phase of YOUR LIFE and provide your answers or some remedy.

There’s a case and you gotta decide.
Option1- You’ll become evil(to some) and others won’t want to be with you anymore. In short, 100% evil.
Option2- You’ll become evil(to some) but people will use double faces with you. In short, 20%-30% evil.
Option3- You’ll opt to die. You won’t be evil anymore because there will be no you no more.

By evil, I mean that you have to leave some important people behind in your past and make some crunch decisions.

What will you choose? Ever been into such a scenario?

Your thoughts would be appreciated 🙂

May be this is just Monday blues thoughts in my mind 😉

Won’t you agree?

I don’t know about girls
But to boys
They love when their hair
Is sweaty
From playing
Or jogging
Or any other reason
I love it
Just now played a marathon
Game of Thrones TT
And boy it was heaven
Sadly,lost all the matches
I am not an amateur
But also not a regular player
I play like 2-3 times in a
Week Month 😀
Loved today’s session
And see
Almost half the week’s gone
Hopefully tomorrow also
Goes by soon
But weekend should stay
Weekend MUST stay
If it won’t stay on my humble request
Then it will have to stay
When you people roar together
And scare the shit of it
And make it stay a lil longer
Life is awesome
Weekends are more awesome
Won’t you agree? 😉

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