Through the peephole..

I don’t want to be outside
Knowing you through a peephole
I want you to open the gates
And let me flood in
Know you wholly
I am done
Living life your way
Knowing the parts of you
You wanted me to see
Now either let me see you wholly
Know you wholly
Let full submission be a part of us
Or cover the peephole
And bid me farewell
Because peephole is
Not letting me live
And not letting me leave
So, help me
And choose something
As I always said to you
You have the reigns & chains
It’s time again for you
To choose from options
And get me or forget me
I am just a closed door away
With the smile you like to see
With the heart you like to love
With the words you like to hear
Hopefully with the love you like to have

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P.S. : Today’s song is Outside by Staind. One of my favorite 😉

Mental Indigestion..

Are you ready to die today?

A simple question, which can bring back fears and sorrow to you and also to your near and dear ones. No one is ever ready, I guess.

If you’re ready, then man, you’re at peace with your life and have lived it to the fullest and no matter what you got, more happiness or pain, you have accepted that and made your peace with it. You found your closure.

We are a moving vessel of thoughts, imaginations, hope, trust, promises, sacrifices, love, betrayals, mood-swings, double-crossings and many more. We have either done these things or have been on the receiving end and also the combination of both.

At the end, we gotta understand the natural fact that we are humans. We make mistakes, even blunders and desire for forgiveness. But does our desire meet what we deserve?

Sometimes we are forgiven but mostly we are punished, if not physically then torture or separation or something related. At that moment, we think it’s better to die and be done with all these. But, is it real?

If we die, we won’t feel anything, not the pain or the happiness. There will be no WE. No I. There will be nothing. Not even nothing.
So, if hard days are what you are going through, then talk it out. Share it with your closest of friends. Or better, write it down.

No one needs to know, if you are not okay with that. But, don’t keep it all inside. It creates mess. Chaos. Indigestion.
Stomach indigestion can be cured with some meds. But, mental indigestion can be fatal. It leads to drastic, life-changing decisions, which should be avoided at all cost.

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See how powerful our little brain. The left portion, which controls our right half of the body and the right portion, which controls the left half of the body, all so wonderful and controlling us. For me, it’s like a temple. And if, some mental indigestion is to occur here, then this EVER SO BEAUTIFUL ABODE will be destroyed and you will never be satisfied.

The best way for that to NOT happen is accept the reality and be social. Talk about the problems and see others perspectives. We never know, someone else’s brain might be more beautiful than ours. And, we can learn from it, make our’s even more evolved. Treasure this beauty, this brain, it’s thoughts, this life. It’s your’s. Not mine, not anybody else’s. Make it beautiful inside and it will surely reflect outside.

We won’t get another life(may be I am implying for re-birth, but in that case also, the situations will be different than the present ones), so hold on to things and make it all count. Love, live, smile. Pain will come and go, just as the happiness. But, it all depends for HOW LONG you hold on to that feeling.

If pain comes, hold it, see it, feel it and then let go. So that, when you encounter it again, you can know, “Oh, this Pain! We have crossed path before and the last time was not so good. I will better skip meeting it this time”. See, it becomes so easy.

If happiness comes, hold it, see it, feel it, enjoy it and here, you can KEEP IT. In your heart, it will always be there as your fondest of memory.

Now, if you have found this kind of happiness and calmness, I think you are ready to die(or you won’t feel regret, if death comes and takes you away) but if not, then work towards this feeling.
When you will encounter, no one knows. But, if you think positive, then that moment will never be far.
You deserve to be happy and everyone desires to be happy.
Let’s try to match our desire and deserve to our best potential.

Legacy!!

I am a good guy,

and this difference has been made by you,

as I learned many good and positive things from you.

You helped me in need,

You gave me a place to live,

You made me smile in sad times,

You gave me food to eat,

You gave me clothes to wear,

You introduced me to a sweet thing called love,

You made me your brother first,

And that inspired me to make you my brother.

We don’t share blood relation,

but our bond is very pure,

and we don’t need to talk daily to keep that bond strong,

because I know the Bond is divine,

and we trust each other up to the best,

You have made me the Guy I am,

and when neighbor’s aunt, says to their kids, “Be like Him!”,

I silently THANK YOU in my heart for being a part of me.

Hope I can carry on the Legacy.


P.S.: Dedicated to all the influencing people of my life!!

RIP Packed Sunday!!

I knew a long day was ahead and it turned out to be true. My weekends are far more busy than the weekdays.

Woke late because I was watching Homeland s02 late night yesterday. Went for haircut and this present haircut is not that good and I am not liking it 😦 but my Mother is assuring me that my hairs are gonna grow big by Wednesday, but she failed to mention which Wednesday 😀

After that, went to give “Boys over flowers” series to a friend. Then after getting fresh, went to do a noble job. Donated blood for the 4th time in life. It was good and joined as a member of the Angel’s organisation who was organising the blood camp. They are a bunch of great people who do many social services far more often.

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Today was also the marriage of a friend’s sister. Went their travelling 30km. It was a great time spent with him & other friends together. While handing the gift to the Bride, I mistakenly, I repeat wrongly, wished ‘Happy Anniversary!!’ 😀 and the expression on the face of the Groom was like ‘What? Are you sane, Brother!! We just got married 3 hours ago’ and it was a facepalm moment and all I could utter was ‘Camera nervousness’ 😀 Wow, now can I BE more unmindful 😉

At the back of all this India lost the match to Australia in cricket, but gave a good fight. So happy with the contest.
Travelled back home. Now infront of TV, watching a much awaited match between Manchester City & Arsenal. At half time the score is 0-1. Gunners leading, thanks to Cazorla’s corner and now they lead against the last year’s champions.

12 hours of packed schedule on a sunday 😉 I didn’t get much chance to read Pride & Prejudice also.

After the match, Carrie & Brody of Homeland will be started. And after all, getting ready to face the monday blues and hope for a good week ahead. I am sure next weekend will also be same packed as this one.

Happy week ahead,
Darshith.

Reality of Death!!

“Well I am Death, none can excel,
I’ll open the door to heaven or hell.”

Death, the cold feeling of emptiness comes sooner or later and takes what matters the most, Our Soul.

Today I realized that with the death of a single person in a family, the whole family dies.
This feeling of Death makes us so devastated as if all the good memories and achievements of life meant nothing.
We just want 1 extra single year, extra month, extra day, extra hour to set things straight.

Criticism, failure, insecurities are reality-check, but Death is in itself a Reality.
A Reality we want to avoid. A Reality we want to forget about. A Reality we don’t want to exist. A Reality which we don’t want to be real.

I want to tell you all, may this day never come when you have to face this Reality, but I know that I can only say the hollow words, because deep within we both know that it will come and set us free for good.
So, don’t wait for this Reality to come, so that you can cry and shed tears for your dear ones and feel guilty for all the things left undone.
Talk to all your close people, share happiness, spread smiles, make wishes, make effort to complete these wishes, make a better world for all, make someone happy daily, make friends, make family.. These small yet important things matters and are the things which help us face the Reality and move on.

You gotta live. So, why not for those who matters to you, who depends on you.
Accept the Reality, and we can only hope that our dear ones are in a far better place.

Cry as much as you can, no restrictions in it. But, make sure you don’t cry for the same reason twice.
Smile as much as you can, but make sure you smile for every small reason you have.

Live life,
Darshith.