Darkest hour cometh

He was confused

Lost his sanity

Lost his judgement

Lost his senses

Lost his happiness

Left his home

Left his family

Left his life behind

And he drove all night

To uncertainty

To sanity

To mental stability

The destination of the drive

Could not be found on any maps

Because it was within him

Somewhere hidden

And in hibernation

It was on him to search

It’s hiding habitat

And discover it

He was alone

With his grief

And his demons

And it was him who could

Find a way to shut them

All down and bid them goodbye

He knew they were toxic

And then the midnight

Became pitch dark darkness

Just before the dawn

The darkest hour cometh

He was not at all drowsy

Because the fear and sadness

Had shaken his world upside down

He knew he can tackle them

When he started the car engine

Now When the dawn was just some

Minutes away

He decided it’s time to

Go back

To the same fucking life

Of insecurities and chaos

And just when he was about to

Reach his home and

Go into the arms of

The source of all his problems

He chose the most

Easy and difficult way out

He drove his car

Into the trunk of the banyan tree

And before bidding goodbye

To his demons

He had to bid goodbye to

The unsatisfying, unhappy

Bitchy world

He was a part of..

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Sewed with Good Intentions..

You don’t have an ounce of knowledge

How I live my life

How I tackle with situations

How I confront my mistakes

How I accept the unavoidable

How I go an extra mile for some

How I pull out for the undeserving

How I became the one I am today

How I sometimes try to multi-task and succeed

How I just can’t do a small simple thing

How I smile outside with pain inside

How I manage my time to make you feel okay

How I sacrifice things to see you happy

How I smile seeing others at peace

How I feel guilt with others in pain

How I cry in restroom so that no one sees

How I laugh loudly to let others know I am okay

How I stand for things that always fall

How I give up on things that remained forever

How I feel alone with people everywhere around me

How I like being busy always so that no bad thoughts will come to me

How I sleep less hours to make sure I do what’s good for all

How I feel when I am in love with a gal

How I help you bring your feel-good-factor back

How I want to go to sleep when in anger and sadness

How I enjoy so much of that power nap

How I try to wake early for some purpose but fail

I am just a human filled with failures, regrets, success, hope, love, anger, sadness, emotions, guilt, truth, hard work,

But all sewed up with good intentions.