Always on meds..

I don’t suffer from ill-health or temperature

I suffer from love

Love that doesn’t see me

Love that doesn’t want to see me

Love that is not felt for me

Love that is non-existent

Love is my disease

And I am the patient

Always injured

Always suffering

Always admitted

Always on meds

Known as friends

Who give me strength

To accept and to forget

This contagious disease..

For how long?

I am happy now

But for how long?

I am so sad

But for how long?

I have a feeling to end it all

But for how long?

I want to stay aloof

But for how long?

I don’t understand what is next

But for how long?

Will you be my partner?

But for how long?

Let us be together forever

But for how long?

Let there be peace in our lives

But for how long?

I want to keep kissing you

But for how long?

For how long

Do I need all these things

Till they will last

This period of how long

Is not something pre-defined

Or something static

It varies in various situations

And also on the people

Present in that situation

But for how long

Will my life depend on it?

For how long

Will I feel this pain?

For how long

Can I keep you happy?

For how long

Things will stay good?

For how long

Things will be worst?

Forget all this shit

The main thing is

For how long

Can I keep myself in control

From all these mere things

And keep accepting

And tackling the situations

And this power within

Will define all the time constraints..

Long way to go..

There is the end to the best days
There is also the end to the worst ones
There is end to the best bonds
And also there is end to the worst
End always comes
Not to stop things from rolling
But to start a new beginning
New chapter
New characters
New story
Previous characters
And previous stories
Are remembered by those
Who read the book
And felt connected to the words
Not by those
Who just skim-read
This ain’t rocket science
Just a reminder
To feel from your heart
To realize your actions
Have impact on others
And also shape you
Shape yourself stronger
Shape yourself confident
Shape yourself better
Make others happy
Make others feel special
We don’t have the lifetime to us
We just have some mere years
Some have months only
Better make things glow
Glow like the sun
Till they last
Feel calm in chaos
If you are good at being chaos
And making chaos
Accept yourself
And accept others
That they are different
And everything can’t turn
As your expect
Learn to adjust
Learn tolerance
Learn to ignore
Don’t give horse’s shit
To anything you don’t believe
Stick to your words
To your actions
You will shine
You will glow
Brighter than the sun
Not for all
But for those
Who knows your importance
And are ready to do anything
For your betterment
Keep smiling, my friend
Babe there’s a long way to go
Alone it’s difficult
If not that, then boring
Make friends
Make partners
And roar during the journey 🙂

Early morning view of a road in Bhubaneswar..

Not in my control..

If another guy

Loves the Gurl

I love

Shall I fight with him?

Shall I try to beat the hell out of him?

Why should I?

How can I?

I know doing that

Will make the Gurl

Like me more

Love me more

But I also have to

See the fact

That the Gurl

Is so awesome

So wonderful

That guys can’t stop themselves

From falling for her

And I can’t blame them

But that doesn’t mean

All like and love her

There may be lust

Or other devilish things

In their minds also

But to make the Gurl

Like and love me

I have to increase my love

For her

Many times a fold

That can’t be done

By controlling others

Sorry, I can’t

But I can’t blame any

I don’t own the Gurl

And the Gurl is simply

Awesome

I am not able to make sense also

Of what I am writing

So let me STOP

Writing only

Because falling for her

Was not in my control..

Sewed with Good Intentions..

You don’t have an ounce of knowledge

How I live my life

How I tackle with situations

How I confront my mistakes

How I accept the unavoidable

How I go an extra mile for some

How I pull out for the undeserving

How I became the one I am today

How I sometimes try to multi-task and succeed

How I just can’t do a small simple thing

How I smile outside with pain inside

How I manage my time to make you feel okay

How I sacrifice things to see you happy

How I smile seeing others at peace

How I feel guilt with others in pain

How I cry in restroom so that no one sees

How I laugh loudly to let others know I am okay

How I stand for things that always fall

How I give up on things that remained forever

How I feel alone with people everywhere around me

How I like being busy always so that no bad thoughts will come to me

How I sleep less hours to make sure I do what’s good for all

How I feel when I am in love with a gal

How I help you bring your feel-good-factor back

How I want to go to sleep when in anger and sadness

How I enjoy so much of that power nap

How I try to wake early for some purpose but fail

I am just a human filled with failures, regrets, success, hope, love, anger, sadness, emotions, guilt, truth, hard work,

But all sewed up with good intentions.