Trust me?

Don’t!

I will betray you

Because my words don’t match my actions

Mark my actions

Ignore my words

That is how I want you to form an image of me

But then it’s totally on you

You can make me look like a villain

Or you can make me The Hero

But I am not for the making

I am bigger than you think

I am better than you know

I am stronger than I show

What you know about me

Is a mere subset of me

Because I also don’t know the whole me

I am exploring myself

And I am simply loving it

Life is not about investing time in others’

But investing in ourselves

And making ourselves better

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Ignition of Metamorphosis..

Don’t blame the whole group of things.

We do that. I do that. But, we should not.

One failed love and we blame the whole of opposite gender. We stereotype things. C’mon, this ain’t the way it should be.

We all are different individuals and needed to be treated differently and uniquely.

Forget what happened in the past with whomsoever. Forget the pain and hurt.

Dive into the present. Make the present and the related future worthwhile.

Live in happiness with others and not in darkness alone.

We are social beings(Facebook and the other social media donot fall under this, so please leave them be). We need to interact.

I haven’t seen much of life. But, from what I have seen, life ain’t easy. I have seen failures of love. I have seen failure of friendship. I have seen failure of expectations. I have seen people submitting their lives to frustration. I have seen violence. I have seen the hatred for me in the eyes of my family. I have seen the jealousy and the thought of killing me in the eyes of some. I have been there wherever you have been. I have seen what not.

But man, this ain’t all life. When I close my eyes and think about my past 23 years and I can remember only the beautiful things. The smile on her face. My mother and sisters. My cousins. Friends and their teases. Special people who have guided me to be what I am today. My teachers. There are many who have taught me or shown me the bad way of life, so I can learn how NOT to be that and avoid that path. Learning to be grateful for the things that gives us pleasure and happiness and also accept the failures and being happy that we tried and learn from it.

So, hibernation and being alone is good. Just as a caterpillar in a cocoon. But, you gotta come out. Be a butterfly. Go through Metamorphosis. Fly with wings. Make everyone gaze at you in AWE 🙂

Make new friends or stick to the old ones. Have to forget or accept the bad times and embrace the good times.

Being happy for self is good. Being happy for others and with others, is the best. Try to be the best.

Time is crucial and if someone gives you time and importance, then TRY to consider that importance and make sure that it for the good for the caterpillar and that person may be the one who ignites the process of Metamorphosis.

The New, better YOU

Zillion little pieces..

That frown

That slap

That pinch

That belt

That stick

That kick

That shouts

That hair pulling

That beatings

That behavior

That all had less

Impact on me

Thinking that

They are my parents

They have the rights

To torture me here & there

All was bearable

Until That fucking moment

When they said

Wish you were never born

And I was

Drained of all the hope

Of all the strength

Of that little amount of happiness

As if the carpet was pulled

From under my feet

I was broken into

Zillion little pieces

All scattered everywhere

I myself didn’t know

How to fix own self

So started living in the moment

Living the next 24 hours at a time

Not think much

Rather not think at all

Started all alone then

Now have some friends

With the same past as me

But I know we all got

Bigger better roads ahead

Because we got one another’s back

No matter the hard times..

Chasing all our life..

The chase is on

Was or is it ever off??

Before birth the chase starts

And it don’t end

Till after our death also

But the sad part is

Object of chase varies

And we think

That we always

Require to go after

The next object of chase

To make our life better

Greedy Us?!!

Or the society has become that

I love to believe the latter

Chase after good education

Chase after good life partner

Chase after good living

Chase after good livelihood

When do you think

We should draw a line??

Or think too much of chasing

Time to sit down

And enjoy the things

Gathered from the previous chases

But we seldom do

Craving for better

Craving for more & more

Does this crave does any benefit??

To us or our dear ones

I guess it does

Or else why to go till such lengths

But I hope I will get some answers

With passing age

& some wisdom

& on the path of evolution

Till then HAPPY CHASING BUDDIES 🙂

Ain’t worth it…

Ain’t worth it…

That’s what she said

Not verbally

But with her actions

Like don’t call me baby publicly

Or hug me infront of all

Or stare at me in parties

And many other things

She said which also

Indicated the same

And at first I just smiled

And accepted it

Thinking may be she was uncomfortable

But boy was she?

Nope !!

She loves all these things

Someone staring at her

Someone hugging her tightly

And someone calling her names

It was just simple & plain

I was no longer that someone

And it dawned me a little late

But all I had in my control

Was to accept the fact that

I was not worth her

As per her

Or as per the new someone

But I knew

And somewhere deep inside she also knew

That She was not worth me !!

Bad times forget us.. but good times??

Long days

Leads to

Long nights?

Or Peaceful sleep?

It depends on

How the day went..

Now, did it go good?

Better?

Worse?

C’mon, Worst!!!!

Does it matter?

Because, it’s gone

And you can’t get it back

Not the troubled times

Not the sweaty brows

Not the scared feelings

Its all gone !!

And what you’re left

With is

Experience

Wow!! Ain’t experience the best?

For me, it is

As we learnt how to tackle

How to manage

How to avoid

How to be thankful

How to forget

How to revive

How to stand back up

After the downfall

After the chaos

After the turmoil

After the helter skelter

After all is gone

You remain..

Sometimes alone

Sometimes surrounded

Sometimes bruised

Only physical?

Are you a fool?

Mental bruises are more fatal

They crush us

Grind us

Blind us

But

Makes us stronger

Sharper

Victorious

And you may forget the bad times

You may also forget the good times

But the thing is

The good times do not forget you

Bad times does

Even so easily

Because it is ashamed

That you won over it

And you conquered

But the Good times

Stays

Not in your heart

But in the minds

And on the lips

Of others

And may be you are

Not a big fan of Limelight

But your deeds

Which speaks volumes

Brings you under limelight

And you hear the echo

Of your good deeds

And all remains

is Those deeds

Good or Bad, they remember

You because you were there

And you lived those times

Endured them

And came out stronger

Not always one succeeds

Some fail also

But they fail

Only when they

Ain’t got it in them

To stand up again

Face it all

From the beginning

But with experience

And with Bad Experience

You have already won

Half the battles

And hence the good times

Increases

Exponentially……

Love & it’s council of ministers..

Love can’t stay far

Nor near will be found love

Love has its own throne

Where?

Love has its own council of ministers

Whom?

But is this council loyal to love?

Do they want love to extend its reign?

Or they want love to be dethroned?

Either love can bank its trust on its council and be betrayed by them

Or love can think good for itself and remain the ruler

The Grand throne of Love is the Heart

And love’s council of ministers is lead by the Mind

Desire & Deserve.. Wish they can overlap..

The road ahead is a mystery

You don’t know anything about the road

It feels good to start a new journey

Hoping to see new faces

New places

New people

And it also feels a tad scary

As you have never been down this road before

It may bring you chaos

Blunders

Life long troubles

But you know you will gain experience

You will get to know yourself better

And this is what life is all about

Knowing your ownself

So that you can know the world we live in

But the forward journey is difficult

As compared to the return journey

Because while moving forward

We don’t know what’s waiting

For us ahead

We just have to find it out

For our ownself

Have to deal with problems

Have to find the correct path

To reach the desired destination

But mostly in Life

The desired destination &

The deserving destination

Don’t overlap

And that causes pain

And struggle & craving

For returning back to

The cocoon

This return journey is difficult

No doubt but

Easier than the forward journey

Because we know the path of return

And we got the experience

Of the forward journey also

To help us bring an end to the

Whole journey and have a smile on our face

Either for the successful journey

Or for the heartily attempt you had

To seek your desire and make it what you deserve..

Making of nation !!

Boundaries

Where are they?

I can’t see them

Oh!! They’re invisible

Imaginary, hollow

Non existent

Still have so much power

To divide nations

Borders

Do these boundaries really

Bind us?

Or separate us

From those who are on the

Other side

We are all humans

Humanity is what

We should believe in

And iff we all belong to

Some nation

Then let our nation be

WRITING

Someone else’s be PLAYING

Someone else’s be COOKING

Let the like mindedness

Of the people

Make the nation

Not some imaginary

Boundaries

Never again the same intensity..

Avoid all you want to

But deep in your heart

You know I made you feel alive

You skipped a beat for what you felt

Now avoiding won’t hide things

Because your actions have spoken

The unspeakable

If you won’t talk then also no regrets

Because you also made me feel the same gal

And that moment of the MUTUAL feeling

Contained LIFE HOPE SATISFACTION HAPPINESS

And you can get it all again

But not all together

Not sure your feelings will be reciprocated

Not with the same intensity!!