Lack of morality

Morality

Just a mere word

But life to many

Going against it

Needs sincere will power

And many can’t do it

May be I can’t also

Keeping others in darkness

Is against morality

Or conscience

Showing lack of morals

Or having a dirty or confused conscience is easy

But that ain’t me

Easy things are not for me

I like to struggle

Talk myself out of situations

Take risks

But also make sure

I don’t take a step

I would regret

Because regrets come

When we take a step without

The green signal from our heart

And not considering

The present situations at hand

Keeping the regrets to minimum

Is the best

And it can be done with

Clear conscience

And no lack of morality

P.S.: Weekend is almost here and today’s choice is If you come back of Blue 🙂 Taking decisions is a big thing and hence we gotta know what’s best or not 😉 With passage of time we learn from bad decisions and experiences and this leads to a satisfied heart 😉 Hope you get it all working the best for you ❤

Still an angel?

I start things

And then I give up

I don’t end it

I wait for others to end

Life has always

Been the one to end things

For me

May be I tried my best

May be I was scared in-between

May be I was exhausted

But I gave up

That’s for sure

As I don’t ever reach

My expectations

My finish line

May be I fall down

May be I get distracted

May be I realize midway

That this ain’t the course

For me

Life is always an affair

Of looking for the next thing

To do

And I do that perfectly

Be it with books

With time

With people

With memories

With love

I give up

I find something else

To keep myself occupied

And in doing

Definitely make my

Weird little mind agreed

That whatever

I am doing

Is absolutely okay

But is it?

I leave it on you

To judge

Because I know

This is what life is

Life has cast me out

And I am the Fallen Angel..

P.S. : Weekend is for resting and thinking about the good times. Enjoy Do you ever think of Me of Anthony Costa 🙂

I swear I tried..

As I see the

Tears from the sky

Fall on the surface

Of the earth

And mostly it

Brings joy to me

But today

I m Drenched and

Hollow and

Gloomy

Because

The past

Hindered with me

As I saw the scars

Again on her face

Her cute little face

Blood dripping from it

Her eyes blood red

She all scared

By not the scars

Because she can lie

But the scars won’t lie

They will scream

About the beatings

About the slaps

About the torture

About the violence

About the victory

Of that fucking SOB

Because she chose to lie

She chose to stay mum

She chose to love him

She chose to forgive him

And by doing this

She chose Death

Not the easy soothing & immediate one

But a more grievous

Day-by-day one

And God help her with

Her slow poison death

And I tried

I swear I tried

To help her

To stop him

And it did stop

But it was just

A matter of days

And the ritual has

Again started

And its more fierce

As if the days off

Are being paid

With interest

And now all I can

Do to save my Angel

My mother

Is cry with her

And hope that

As the rain water

Gets washed into drains

Our tears will somehow

Find there way to peace

Knowing your beauty..

Seeing your beauty
Made me stared
At you for 20 seconds
Knowing your beauty
Will make me love you
For endless of time
Because your beauty
Is not limited to physicality
But also your caring
Your sharing your crying
Your laughing your feeling
Your excitement your anger
Your happiness your neutrality
Your naughtiness your ignorance
Your little joys your dancing
Your smiles your loving
And to know your beauty
I would give all my time
Just to be with you
And let you know me
And know you back 🙂

The Real You..

You never cease to

Amaze me with your beauty

Amaze me with your thoughts

Amaze me with your wisdom

Amaze me with your patience

Amaze me with your love

Amaze me with your willpower

Amaze me with your dedication

Amaze me with your good deeds

Amaze me with your opinions

Amaze me with your smile

Amaze me with your innocence

Amaze me with your naughtiness

Amaze me with your decisions

Amaze me with your adventures

Amaze me with your straight forwardness

Amaze me with your crystal soul

Amaze me with your pure heart

And the best thing is

You don’t do anything

Out of the ordinary to amaze me

You just show me THE REAL YOU !!

You are prettier only when..

You are prettier only when you listen to me

You are prettier only when you do as I say

You are prettier only when you keep your mouth shut

You are prettier only when you don’t think much

You are prettier only when I am happy

You are prettier only when you are by my side

You are prettier only when you stay obedient

You are prettier only when you stay loyal to me

You are prettier only when I love you

You are prettier only when things are in my favor

You are prettier only when I am all you got

You are prettier only when you owe me your happiness

You are prettier only when I want to make love to you

You are prettier only when you have me

And I m the ugliest when I have you

And to make both of us beautiful

You left me and

Now you definitely are valued and the most beautiful ♥

Carefully..

One thing I want to tell
And if you’re listening
Listen carefully

One thing I want to write
And if you’re reading
Read carefully

One thing I want to express
And if you’re feeling
Feel carefully

One thing I want you to note down
And if you writing
Write carefully

One thing I want to make clear
And if you can adjust
Adjust carefully

One thing I want to beg for
And if you can fulfill
Fulfill carefully

One thing I want to broadcast
And if you can digest
Digest carefully

One thing I want to know
And if you can tell
Tell carefully

One thing I want to achieve
And if you can help
Help carefully

One thing I want you to be assured
And if you are satisfied
Love me equally..

Still picture of you..

I saw you walk away from me

Into the misty road ahead

For that very last time

With your hair tied in a bun

With orchids in one hand

And your cell phone in other

It was a difficult thing to see

And thankfully you didn’t look back

Or else you would had seen

The few drops of tears on the ground

And a confused expression on my face

But then I realized why you didn’t look back

Because if you would had done

Then I would had seen

Your face with spoiled makeup on cheeks

Your kajal all over your eyes

And all excitement of meeting me gone

And then I remembered what you said

Two months back

‘Darshith life is not only about you and me

Its about everything and our families too’

And I felt at that time what you said made sense

But didn’t ever thought that this one sentence

Will rob you away from me

And now all I am left with is our memories

And the still picture of your hair with bun

And phone and orchids and SILENCE !!

My life to live..

Fallen

Scarred

Bruised

Injured

Yet trying to make amends

Trying to make things right

Wronged by others

Suppressed by others

Wings detached

Tied in shackles

Gagged to silence

Beaten to helplessness

Yet can’t see the wrong

Thinking that I deserve it

But did I really?

Was there no other way??

No one there to show me the truth

And if anyone did

I know that I would not believe

Because those scars was my life to live.

Soar high..

These clothes don’t cover me

My secrets does

My feelings of my life does

I have to protect those from being exposed

I can’t share those with you

Because if I do

Then you will know everything about me

And once you do

I will be naked in front of you

My soul will be naked

And then you will see me

Both at my strength and my weakness

And then you will have no other way

But to support me while I am weak

And to guide me in proper direction when strong

You gotta offer me your lap to cry in weakness

And give me space to rise when strong

Inspire me Help me stand after falling

Given the world to soar and letting me fly high

But what I can guarantee you is

No matter how high or How far I go

I will not forget you or lose my way

You will be the only one in my mind always

And I will return to you Just you

To make us complete

And to help you soar and rise

Just like you helped me!!