Quieten the mind

Oh, the thoughts!
Not always the rebellious ones
Sometimes sneaking out of the blue
Slowly dragging their way in our minds
Not letting us get rid of them
It was going all good
Things seemed to be happier
A bit brightening
And boom
The chaos strikes
Helter Skelter
Nothing in order
Nothing in control
Even if we switch off the lights
Cover our heads under the pillow
It JUST won’t stop
The thoughts
The demons
Won’t stop shouting
Won’t stop bugging
Won’t stop whispering
They want it their way
They want to leave an impact
They want to stay in our minds
Because they think we’re weak
We can’t control our minds
And they’re correct
We can’t
Not at that moment
When the chaos sparks
But then comes a time
Of the Phoenix
Because we know ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
And we want out
We want it done
We want the peace
We want the calmness
For that, we’ll do anything and everything
And if it means to stand up
Against our fear and our demons
Then so be it
We do it
Maybe not gracefully
We do it just by the edge
But we get it done
We show them the door
We drag them out of their so-called habitat
And then there’s nothing
There’s no rejoice of the victory
No cheers
There’s the pin-drop silence
The void
And then there’s us
Budding as a new person
A new thought
A new life

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P.S.: Today’s song pick is Be as you are by Mike Posner.

Was it love or one-night stand ?!!

Was it love?

Or a longer version of

One-night stand?

We knew each other

And don’t misunderstand

It for a deep relationship

It was all hi, hello, and bbye

Added with sex

And then again vanish

From each other’s life

All to meet again

For moments of pleasure

Or satisfaction or some change

Just to be puff again

And that was satisfying

To me and to her also

Or that’s what she said

I didn’t try to dig deep

Into what she actually felt

Because that would leave me

All vulnerable and alone and beatable

And just a hint of the breeze

Will be my downfall

So to avoid my downfall

I played with her

Or again was it me being played?

Every moment of separation was chaos

And seldom we thought about each other

Maybe mostly when we were in the

Arms of our better halves

But we missed & imagined each other

During that moment of pleasure

When the toes are all curled

Lips are all wet

Fingers on the back of the skin

Of the other

Just hoping to open eyes

To the familiar face of her

Smiling back & wanting me more

And it was always my better half there

Whom I loved no doubt

But definitely

Less than her

And after the act

I was always happy

With my better half but

Then why do I miss her during the act?

I have been pondering on that

Since we were apart and will

Keep on pondering till

My heart & soul & body are apart

What is love and what is One-night stand?

Ask me and all you will get

Is silence !!

P.S.: This was a draft since more than 2 years and I do not know how twisted my mind was or it still is 😀 Hope you enjoyed the chaotic taste of love and yeah, have a great weekend! And as September is on the verge of ending, this post’s song is Meant to be by Bebe Rexha. And, remember my YouTube channel, Darshith Badiyani, please do the honors 😀

Yet another true love

We are promised ‘True love’
By the people we meet
From the stories we read
How special we feel
Our hopes soar high
Our feet leaves the ground
Our wings starts flapping
And the magic spreads
It’s the ultimate happiness
It’s the heaven on Earth
Everything is perfect
Nothing is missing
Everything is tension free
And it changes..
Reality strikes
Chaos begins
Spreads like a chain reaction
Things go beyond our control
In the blink of an eye
Woah!
Perfect life turns upside down
Confusion and pain
And hurt reigns
We can’t see things clearly
Because our eyes are full of tears
And our heart is full of hurt
And this is how it feels
And this is how it turns out to be
When we are betrayed
Betrayed by OUR TRUE LOVE
But according to them
We may not be their true love
And hence the betrayal
Life is shaken
Post-chaos
Life is never the same
Still we survive
We smile
We try to find that
Earthly heaven in the imperfections
And this is how we live
We try to find the chunks
Of that painful true love
In the million little things
And one day we wake up to
No pain & no hard feelings
We have forgotten that true love
And we again start the search
For yet another true love..

P.S.: Today’s topic is Animals of Maroon5 😀 Weekend’s almost gone 😦

Monday madness

Can I take
1 from you
2 from him
3 from them
Make it 4
Divide in 5
Pack into 6
Go to 7
Deliver 8
Bill for 9
Make profit 10
Wink like 11
Die like 12

Does this make
Any sense
To you babe
Because it
Didn’t made
Any sense
To me
And hence
I leave it to you
To make me understand

P.S. : This is what Mondays can do to you 😛 try to skip Mondays 😉 how? Born on Tuesday and die on Sunday 😛 Become a phoenix 😀 Today’s song is Don’t treat me like a fool of Blue 😉

Season of displeasure..

All good?

Great  !!

Because Good is good

All as expected

As thought

As visualized

Is awesome

But..

The opposite comes

It always comes

Sometimes

With full force

With all its prowess

All its arsenal

With our doom

As its dream

To crush us to pieces

To bury us miles underneath

To make us feel awful

About others & ourselves

To make us helpless

To make us shrink in confidence

To be termed as a failure

If not failure then a coward

These times are the times

Lived in the darkness of nights

In the dark corners of our hearts

Confusion wins over sanity

Fear wins over rationality

Sadness wins over happiness

You see everything happening

All at the same time

Like a rainfall of terrors

Downpour of displeasure

Pouring of unpleasant days

And you can just

Wait for the rain to slow down

Into a drizzle & eventually stop

Let the season of displeasure

Wither away

You stand good & straight

With firm will power

To walk again

Towards the better days

May be on the muddy road

But in the right direction

May be with less & unknown crowd

But with those who are not afraid

To journey towards their destination

Just like you

And when you reach there

You will find

The main pleasure lies in that

Season of displeasure..

Bad times forget us.. but good times??

Long days

Leads to

Long nights?

Or Peaceful sleep?

It depends on

How the day went..

Now, did it go good?

Better?

Worse?

C’mon, Worst!!!!

Does it matter?

Because, it’s gone

And you can’t get it back

Not the troubled times

Not the sweaty brows

Not the scared feelings

Its all gone !!

And what you’re left

With is

Experience

Wow!! Ain’t experience the best?

For me, it is

As we learnt how to tackle

How to manage

How to avoid

How to be thankful

How to forget

How to revive

How to stand back up

After the downfall

After the chaos

After the turmoil

After the helter skelter

After all is gone

You remain..

Sometimes alone

Sometimes surrounded

Sometimes bruised

Only physical?

Are you a fool?

Mental bruises are more fatal

They crush us

Grind us

Blind us

But

Makes us stronger

Sharper

Victorious

And you may forget the bad times

You may also forget the good times

But the thing is

The good times do not forget you

Bad times does

Even so easily

Because it is ashamed

That you won over it

And you conquered

But the Good times

Stays

Not in your heart

But in the minds

And on the lips

Of others

And may be you are

Not a big fan of Limelight

But your deeds

Which speaks volumes

Brings you under limelight

And you hear the echo

Of your good deeds

And all remains

is Those deeds

Good or Bad, they remember

You because you were there

And you lived those times

Endured them

And came out stronger

Not always one succeeds

Some fail also

But they fail

Only when they

Ain’t got it in them

To stand up again

Face it all

From the beginning

But with experience

And with Bad Experience

You have already won

Half the battles

And hence the good times

Increases

Exponentially……

Stormy night!!

When things aren’t going my way,

when the wind is blowing against me,

when I need a solution, I encounter more problems,

when the pressure keeps on building,

when I feel suffocated, nauseated, locked inside a cage,

when my shouts & yells aren’t heard by any,

when I pinch myself, hoping that it’s a nightmare,

when I have to go through the stormy night,

when I can’t take anybody’s help,

because the people who used to help me,

are themselves the creators of this stormy night.

I can’t sleep, even if I want to,

time is getting stretched with my thoughts,

sweat is on my brow, just a hint of it,

my brain is working at a crawling speed, if not standstill,

I have to find a solution soon,

and bring an end to this stormy night.

Outside, it’s all cool breeze,

crickets chirping, dead silence of a calm night,

Inside, it is a battle, storm, chaos, helter skelter,

and I don’t know how to tame this storm,

I just want this night to end,

end it soon enough without any more problems,

and, come tomorrow morning I will be a hero,

an amateur, who stood his ground, to prove his worth,

a sailor, who had a troubling yet successful voyage,

a fighter, who despite the odds, won.