Nobody knows…

Nobody knows that I
Pray for your betterment

Nobody knows what it takes
To change the course of things
Just because you don’t want it that way

Nobody thinks how difficult it is
To handle this Herculean task

Nobody feels that I have given you the power
To choose your destiny
And if you choose
I have to write it all again
But I am up for it
Because I want you to try
No matter the outcome
You are given a life to fulfill yourself
Not satisfy others
Others should be of no concern to you
Live life
Be a little selfish
Choose your happiness
And if your happiness lies in the lines
Of others being happy
Then make others happy too
Listen to your heart
It is most innocent
Like a kid
Because it’s made by Me
And nobody knows what it feels
How YOU feel when your heart senses love
And I too have no control over your heart
I can just imagine the love I feel for you
Is the same love you feel for somebody else
My love is for the whole universe
Your love is for one person
Who means the universe to you

This nobody knows
Or everybody knows
But the realization hasn’t stuck them
May be they are waiting for me
To whisper this in their ears
But I want you to search for it
Show some proactive character
And I will give you more answers
Than you search for
And also give you some special gift
From the Pandora’s box
Because that’s also made by me
And I know what your heart desires
But you have to realize your desire
And prove it to me
So that I can convert your
Desire into deserving

This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative forIndian Bloggers by BlogAdda.

P.S.: Today’s song is Sorry that I loved you by Anthony Neely 😉 Monday is almost here 😦

Mental Indigestion..

Are you ready to die today?

A simple question, which can bring back fears and sorrow to you and also to your near and dear ones. No one is ever ready, I guess.

If you’re ready, then man, you’re at peace with your life and have lived it to the fullest and no matter what you got, more happiness or pain, you have accepted that and made your peace with it. You found your closure.

We are a moving vessel of thoughts, imaginations, hope, trust, promises, sacrifices, love, betrayals, mood-swings, double-crossings and many more. We have either done these things or have been on the receiving end and also the combination of both.

At the end, we gotta understand the natural fact that we are humans. We make mistakes, even blunders and desire for forgiveness. But does our desire meet what we deserve?

Sometimes we are forgiven but mostly we are punished, if not physically then torture or separation or something related. At that moment, we think it’s better to die and be done with all these. But, is it real?

If we die, we won’t feel anything, not the pain or the happiness. There will be no WE. No I. There will be nothing. Not even nothing.
So, if hard days are what you are going through, then talk it out. Share it with your closest of friends. Or better, write it down.

No one needs to know, if you are not okay with that. But, don’t keep it all inside. It creates mess. Chaos. Indigestion.
Stomach indigestion can be cured with some meds. But, mental indigestion can be fatal. It leads to drastic, life-changing decisions, which should be avoided at all cost.

See how powerful our little brain. The left portion, which controls our right half of the body and the right portion, which controls the left half of the body, all so wonderful and controlling us. For me, it’s like a temple. And if, some mental indigestion is to occur here, then this EVER SO BEAUTIFUL ABODE will be destroyed and you will never be satisfied.

The best way for that to NOT happen is accept the reality and be social. Talk about the problems and see others perspectives. We never know, someone else’s brain might be more beautiful than ours. And, we can learn from it, make our’s even more evolved. Treasure this beauty, this brain, it’s thoughts, this life. It’s your’s. Not mine, not anybody else’s. Make it beautiful inside and it will surely reflect outside.

We won’t get another life(may be I am implying for re-birth, but in that case also, the situations will be different than the present ones), so hold on to things and make it all count. Love, live, smile. Pain will come and go, just as the happiness. But, it all depends for HOW LONG you hold on to that feeling.

If pain comes, hold it, see it, feel it and then let go. So that, when you encounter it again, you can know, “Oh, this Pain! We have crossed path before and the last time was not so good. I will better skip meeting it this time”. See, it becomes so easy.

If happiness comes, hold it, see it, feel it, enjoy it and here, you can KEEP IT. In your heart, it will always be there as your fondest of memory.

Now, if you have found this kind of happiness and calmness, I think you are ready to die(or you won’t feel regret, if death comes and takes you away) but if not, then work towards this feeling.
When you will encounter, no one knows. But, if you think positive, then that moment will never be far.
You deserve to be happy and everyone desires to be happy.
Let’s try to match our desire and deserve to our best potential.

That shirt !!!!

She had forgotten everything

Almost everything

I know because she didn’t reply back

Not to my mails or calls or messages

And I had also eventually moved on

With the fact scribbled in my mind

That I was not worth her

May be a bit in past but not anymore in present

And I was driving en-route office

And got a call from an unknown caller

I parked my car roadside

On receiving I heard nothing

Silence and some sobs after a while

And finally the voice I used to love once

She was all scattered at that moment

And I was too upon listening her sobs

I got out of my car and calmly asked

Her the reason for her sadness

And she was just crying loudly also

With hiccups

On insisting for long she replied

That just some moments back she

Was searching for an old gown of hers

And then she found THAT SHIRT

Which was what I had wore

When we became intimate the first time

And I asked her to keep it

And she used to wear the shirt

Everytime she missed me then

And finding that shirt made her realize

How wrong we both were and the ending

Of our story could had been different

But now everything was gone

And I know this feeling was just temporary

And thankfully she also felt the same

All she could say was that she would

Hang the shirt on the peg on the wall

Till sometime in future and

Reminisce the good ol days

I felt good that she at least contacted me

And I was back to my driver’s seat

And she again had the control over her life

And she got used to the feeling of that shirt

And it didn’t bring her those emotions back anymore

Now she knows how it felt when

I Looked at the shirt gifted by her

Which I had given to a needy

After some struggling days then !!

Are we totally filled with WASTE??

Our body seems so beautiful and attractive from outside

But if we look deeply and analyze

Only bad and unwanted things are generated in our body

And these dirty things find their way out of our body

In form of sweat, mucus, bodily liquids and shit

So if we think, we’re the PRODUCERS of garbage

And we just find a way to dispose all these things somewhere

But there is one thing, one product, the single one

Which can compensate with all the bad things we produce

May be even OUTWEIGH the garbage

And it is also produced within our body

It’s main source is Our mind

So if we SPEAK politely and THINK for the betterment of humanity

Then Nature can forgive us for the huge amount of garbage produced by a single man

And based on these sweet vibrations made by our words

We can change the world for good

Because if we can’t talk in a good way with someone

Then what’s the point of talking and then

We’re a total useless creatures walking on face of the Earth !!

Desire & Deserve.. Wish they can overlap..

The road ahead is a mystery

You don’t know anything about the road

It feels good to start a new journey

Hoping to see new faces

New places

New people

And it also feels a tad scary

As you have never been down this road before

It may bring you chaos

Blunders

Life long troubles

But you know you will gain experience

You will get to know yourself better

And this is what life is all about

Knowing your ownself

So that you can know the world we live in

But the forward journey is difficult

As compared to the return journey

Because while moving forward

We don’t know what’s waiting

For us ahead

We just have to find it out

For our ownself

Have to deal with problems

Have to find the correct path

To reach the desired destination

But mostly in Life

The desired destination &

The deserving destination

Don’t overlap

And that causes pain

And struggle & craving

For returning back to

The cocoon

This return journey is difficult

No doubt but

Easier than the forward journey

Because we know the path of return

And we got the experience

Of the forward journey also

To help us bring an end to the

Whole journey and have a smile on our face

Either for the successful journey

Or for the heartily attempt you had

To seek your desire and make it what you deserve..

Unique wardrobe!!

We all wear dresses that we like,

In which we look handsome, dashing,

beautiful, cool and which will suits us.

We keep a whole range of dresses in our wardrobe,

and we know we will rock in any of the robes.

Similarly, we humans are like a wardrobe.

We contain so many qualities, good, bad and ugly,

and wearing all these qualities,

we will look so much awesome,

and all these qualities comes at the cost of constant working on it,

Trying to evolve the quality and indirectly evolving yourself.

Wear these qualities and look beautiful,

So that others will like your robe so very much,

that they will themselves start wearing it.

Help others look beautiful and if they need suggestions,

Give them the best, for they’re the ones who recognize your beauty,

They deserve to be recognized also.

You never know, you may lead to the World of Narnia,

with the help of this unique Wardrobe.