Secrets..

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With each step ahead
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Sweat from the brow
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Destination beyond horizon
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Next level of dehydration
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No one to help
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Track me by the sweat trail
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I may not go long
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I may stumble in the next step
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How did I reach here?
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Oh, I am tired to move anymore
The sunburn hurts
The injuries hurt
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Have been dragging my feet
Since last 6 hours
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I have been free
Since the same last 6 hours
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Before that
I was held
I was a hostage
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I was kicked, punched
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I was beaten
By a stick, rod, belt
You name it
I was tortured
Several teeth cracked
Limbs broken
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But I didn’t give up
I didn’t tell them the secrets
I sacrificed my life
Life of my family
My mother, wife and son
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But didn’t tell my enemies
Anything valuable
Luckily got hold of a blade
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Killed 2 and in return
Got shot twice
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Running towards the border
But, where is it?
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I know I won’t be able
To meet anyone anymore
But
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At least I will not die a hostage
Not as a turncloak

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A herd of Eagles hovering
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Season of displeasure..

All good?

Great  !!

Because Good is good

All as expected

As thought

As visualized

Is awesome

But..

The opposite comes

It always comes

Sometimes

With full force

With all its prowess

All its arsenal

With our doom

As its dream

To crush us to pieces

To bury us miles underneath

To make us feel awful

About others & ourselves

To make us helpless

To make us shrink in confidence

To be termed as a failure

If not failure then a coward

These times are the times

Lived in the darkness of nights

In the dark corners of our hearts

Confusion wins over sanity

Fear wins over rationality

Sadness wins over happiness

You see everything happening

All at the same time

Like a rainfall of terrors

Downpour of displeasure

Pouring of unpleasant days

And you can just

Wait for the rain to slow down

Into a drizzle & eventually stop

Let the season of displeasure

Wither away

You stand good & straight

With firm will power

To walk again

Towards the better days

May be on the muddy road

But in the right direction

May be with less & unknown crowd

But with those who are not afraid

To journey towards their destination

Just like you

And when you reach there

You will find

The main pleasure lies in that

Season of displeasure..

Life story of a WORD..!!

Have you ever felt like wanting to say a word? That word was there always in your mind but just you couldn’t speak it out. Whenever you thought of saying your tongue betrayed you. You just couldn’t seem to get hold of that word & your tongue couldn’t speak it. And then you forget it.

After days, while watching a movie or series or reading a book, you again come face2face with that word. And you shout(and I mean literally) OH MAN!! HOW COME I COULDN’T REMEMBER YOU 😛 and then people around you are like is-this-guy-crazy ?? 😀

On reading/listening that word, you feel as if that word is talking back to you. Shouting on top of his voice ” I FOOLED YA. YA WANTED TO REMEMBER ME? *devil’s laugh* BUT I ESCAPED YA AND THIS MOVIE SPOILED MY ESCAPE, MADE ME AGAIN A SLAVE TO YOU 😦 I M HAPPY I WAS FREE AND INDEPENDENT AND JUST SO YOU KNOW, IT WAS MY LONGEST INDEPENDENCE AND IT WON’T EVER BE MY LAST. YA GET THAT?? I WILL FOOL YA AGAIN & YA WON’T EVER.. I MEAN “EVER” FIND ME 😛 “

And I m like, C’mon dude that’s not gonna happen anymore because I have a beautiful and the most effective trick up my sleeve.
Wanna know what? 😀 
Come closer, lend me your ear, so that other friends of yours(the other independent words) won’t listen to the trick.
And then I whisper,

I will write an article on YOU. I will make you famous and I will make you worldwide.
You won’t have anyplace to hide.
And you then don’t ever have to shout USE ME(like a dustbin) to anyone.
You will be used like a diamond necklace on precious occasions heightening the beauty of the both yourself & the bearer.
You will be divine.
Now, don’t thank me because I found you. Thank yourself because you wanted to be independent and were hiding & I just happened to cross your path & get hold of you.
Cheers friend for your bright future. Live long 🙂

Making of TOMORROW me..

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Walking with cross hands

Folded hands

All to myself

Not wanting to know the world anymore

Enough of knowing others

Now time to know myself

Because if I know myself

I will know the world

And all the others

Walking super fast

As I m walking alone

Making way for myself

Jumping over the mud pool

Avoiding the daily humdrum traffic

I will stumble and fall

Break my nose

I will walk on wrong paths unknowingly

Just to return back to square one

Then make a mental note

To only follow my heart

And not blindly trust directions

Given by others or the sign boards

I will get dirty

But I will be glad

As I am walking towards

Purity of my soul

I will get tired

I will get aches

I may crawl

Stop for some time

But will resume again

Ah! Its okay

To know myself

Some hard times

Some mud stains won’t hurt

People get lost knowing self

For me its all bearable

Not only stains but also pain

Destination is always the same

TOMORROW ME

Starting point is also the same

YESTERDAY ME

Journey is also the same

TODAY ME

Hurdles will come today only

Neither yesterday nor tomorrow

And the way I get over them

Will play a key role

In the making of

TOMORROW ME

Never again the same intensity..

Avoid all you want to

But deep in your heart

You know I made you feel alive

You skipped a beat for what you felt

Now avoiding won’t hide things

Because your actions have spoken

The unspeakable

If you won’t talk then also no regrets

Because you also made me feel the same gal

And that moment of the MUTUAL feeling

Contained LIFE HOPE SATISFACTION HAPPINESS

And you can get it all again

But not all together

Not sure your feelings will be reciprocated

Not with the same intensity!!

Get rid of the Jealousy..

The first time at I looked at you

I knew I LOVED YOU

and you smiled

Because you also knew it instantly

But you didn’t wanted to fall so easily

And make me think

That you have fallen for me

So you try to avoid me

And show as if you got the upper hand

You got control of the situation

But inside you yearn for me

Just as I yearn for you

I don’t know what is the barrier

May be you think that I will think you as sleazy

Or a gal who falls for everyone

But don’t you see that

I also think the same about me

And then I ain’t got any problem

To be open to you

To share my true self with you

I would love if you do the same

And it would be more better

If you don’t try to play the JEALOUSY card on me

To show that you got a line of guys wanting you

It’s okay I know it’s true

But then I also know that they are not what you want

What you want is someone else

Who shares his true self and allows you

To be YOU and not what they want YOU to be

So gal if possible

Get rid of the jealousy act

And lets invest that time in knowing each other!!

Faith in humanity restored..

I am walking on a crowded street
And see a guy in trench coat
And a cap on his head on the starry night
Why I was being so gazey to Him no idea
May be it was that trench coat in such a weather
Or because He was looking at an old man
Standing near the footpath and waiting
For the traffic to halt so that he can cross the road

The traffic halts just for a few moments
That old man tries but it’s difficult for him
To walk quickly and cross the road
Before the vehicles starts roaring on the roads
And I get worried as I lose sight of that coat guy
Because I was busy looking at the old man
But find that coat guy running and holding the old man
and helping him reach the other end of the street safely

I try to follow that coat guy
So somehow I cross the street in a hurry
And search in the crowd for that shade of yellow coat
And see far ahead a similar looking guy walking away
I run and follow him as my eagerness was exponentially increasing
Why did he help the old man? Why was I following him?
I needed answers to it and He was just 1 hand away from me
And I tap him with my index finger and wait for him to turn

I see a line of blood running down the forehead of that guy
All the questions forgotten and without any words
I hold his elbow and take him to the nearest chemist shop
There the necessary treatment is done and on asking he replied
“I met an accident 2 blocks back and hurt my head but couldn’t find a chemist shop
So wore a cap to stop the blood flow as much as possible
But on the way helped that old man without thinking of myself
Because my Dad passed away in a road accident last Thursday”

We are all funambulists..

Creation of mankind

Done with tenderness

Each one of us

Blessed with unique qualities

A long path ahead

Sometimes bright

Sometimes dark

We find ourselves

On this unique yet same path

We are all funambulists

Walking that tightrope

Balancing work family life

Not getting time for own selves

Yes this path is difficult

Each step should be conscious

Making sure we don’t fall

Its trouble both the sides

Safest way is straight ahead

And balancing is more important

We achieve it via Friends

But all it needs

Is one small wrong step

That’s all is required

To wash the good deeds

Of all the previous steps

The distance seems longer

If we are afraid

And how could we not be?

With just the rope to walk

Concentrating on balance

No other support

Falling sideways out of the question

It’s difficult and this is the test

Not reaching the other side

But to take steps firmly

Take time to balance life

Destination is not running away

Make sure your patience also don’t run away

Don’t focus on the audience

They are just waiting to laugh

Once you fall

Instead make them awestruck

Concentrate on your path

Reach the destination

End the difficult yet possible walk

And hear those same audience

Clapping for the wonderful miracle

That they witnessed infront of them

Where are we headed??

To tell the truth, “I don’t know!”. But, I am not wasting much time on that question. Infact, I have quite a few other questions lingering in my mind. I won’t bother you with all those because I know you also have a list of yours and don’t want to add anymore questions to it.

So where exactly am I headed??

The destination is important to start the journey. But, after the beginning of the journey, the journey should be the destination. To make the journey unique, memorable, worthy, happy, success, true, wise you have to forget the former destination. You will reach the former destination, if you make your later destination a perfect one. And it can only be made perfect, if YOU live it by your own rules, following your own principles, listening to your heart, making kind decisions, living a blessed LIFE.

No matter how tough situations come, remember you are TOUGHER, WISER, STRONGER, STANDING, SMILING, DIFFERENT, POWERFUL!!! These tough situations define you, build you, develop you, evolve you, rise you. These tough situations make you the YOU!

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Come harder days, come tough challenges, come dark nights, come quite moments, come cornered times & along with all come BETTER YOU!!

Keep fighting,
One of the fighters.