Optional tag of Love..

If she don’t love me back

Then will it still be called love?

Because its not 2 sided

And it never will be also I guess

But I surely do feel for her

Want her to smile, to laugh

To be at peace with her life

Even though in chaos

I wish all this for her

But the strange part is

I want all this for myself also

Without her its all chaos everywhere

Helter skelter it is

Things don’t make sense much

But her presence there Is what is required

To feel peace when surrounded by confusion

To feel calm when everything frustrates me

To feel happy with she is there

Why I love her is not known to me

And whether will she reciprocate also

Is doubtful

All I know is

Love me or not

She likes talking to me

She likes knowing me

And letting herself known

Love is just a tag sometimes

And having that tag is optional

But having her with me is mandatory.

“Love will welcome, Whatever may come”

Making of TOMORROW me..

Walking with cross hands

Folded hands

All to myself

Not wanting to know the world anymore

Enough of knowing others

Now time to know myself

Because if I know myself

I will know the world

And all the others

Walking super fast

As I m walking alone

Making way for myself

Jumping over the mud pool

Avoiding the daily humdrum traffic

I will stumble and fall

Break my nose

I will walk on wrong paths unknowingly

Just to return back to square one

Then make a mental note

To only follow my heart

And not blindly trust directions

Given by others or the sign boards

I will get dirty

But I will be glad

As I am walking towards

Purity of my soul

I will get tired

I will get aches

I may crawl

Stop for some time

But will resume again

Ah! Its okay

To know myself

Some hard times

Some mud stains won’t hurt

People get lost knowing self

For me its all bearable

Not only stains but also pain

Destination is always the same

TOMORROW ME

Starting point is also the same

YESTERDAY ME

Journey is also the same

TODAY ME

Hurdles will come today only

Neither yesterday nor tomorrow

And the way I get over them

Will play a key role

In the making of

TOMORROW ME

Get rid of the Jealousy..

The first time at I looked at you

I knew I LOVED YOU

and you smiled

Because you also knew it instantly

But you didn’t wanted to fall so easily

And make me think

That you have fallen for me

So you try to avoid me

And show as if you got the upper hand

You got control of the situation

But inside you yearn for me

Just as I yearn for you

I don’t know what is the barrier

May be you think that I will think you as sleazy

Or a gal who falls for everyone

But don’t you see that

I also think the same about me

And then I ain’t got any problem

To be open to you

To share my true self with you

I would love if you do the same

And it would be more better

If you don’t try to play the JEALOUSY card on me

To show that you got a line of guys wanting you

It’s okay I know it’s true

But then I also know that they are not what you want

What you want is someone else

Who shares his true self and allows you

To be YOU and not what they want YOU to be

So gal if possible

Get rid of the jealousy act

And lets invest that time in knowing each other!!

Faith in humanity restored..

I am walking on a crowded street
And see a guy in trench coat
And a cap on his head on the starry night
Why I was being so gazey to Him no idea
May be it was that trench coat in such a weather
Or because He was looking at an old man
Standing near the footpath and waiting
For the traffic to halt so that he can cross the road

The traffic halts just for a few moments
That old man tries but it’s difficult for him
To walk quickly and cross the road
Before the vehicles starts roaring on the roads
And I get worried as I lose sight of that coat guy
Because I was busy looking at the old man
But find that coat guy running and holding the old man
and helping him reach the other end of the street safely

I try to follow that coat guy
So somehow I cross the street in a hurry
And search in the crowd for that shade of yellow coat
And see far ahead a similar looking guy walking away
I run and follow him as my eagerness was exponentially increasing
Why did he help the old man? Why was I following him?
I needed answers to it and He was just 1 hand away from me
And I tap him with my index finger and wait for him to turn

I see a line of blood running down the forehead of that guy
All the questions forgotten and without any words
I hold his elbow and take him to the nearest chemist shop
There the necessary treatment is done and on asking he replied
“I met an accident 2 blocks back and hurt my head but couldn’t find a chemist shop
So wore a cap to stop the blood flow as much as possible
But on the way helped that old man without thinking of myself
Because my Dad passed away in a road accident last Thursday”

Eagerness in people!!

Shall I call them two-faced or multi-faced,

Or shall I call them people with black hearts,

No matter what I call them,

They will eagerly do what they always do,

They will eagerly bitch in my name,

They will eagerly poke their ugly nose,

They will eagerly try to drag me down,

They will eagerly add pressure in my life,

They will eagerly stomp over me,

They will eagerly curb my enthusiasm,

They will eagerly confuse my thoughts,

They will eagerly stab me at back,

They will eagerly spoil my plans,

They will eagerly jinx my work,

They will eagerly pray for my bad,

They will eagerly want me surrendering,

They will eagerly want me to sweat,

They will eagerly wipe the smile off of my face,

They will eagerly hunt me down,

They will eagerly hurt me for pleasure,

And, I will eagerly deny them their eagerness!!

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Today’s people are like an iceberg. Only 1/9th of their character is shown which wants to help people during troubles and the rest 8/9th is hidden and eagerly waiting to know our troubles and see us suffer!!