Gradually less confused..

Shall I go watch a movie?

Or shall I go to a park?

Or better some friend’s place

Or spend time in solitude

Or… forget it

Who cares?

I am all confused

I am always confused

Why is it so??

If I am confused

What to do with one extra

Free hour I got today

How can I make such big decisions like

Whom to marry?

What to do next?

What I want to become after 10 years?

Or say 30 years?

Wow, how will I decide all this?

But I know

All those will happen

In some miraculous way

If I invest these little amount

Of extra time in a productive way

I will be something

Definitely less confused

Than I am today

Which is my most priority aim

To become less confused

With each passing day

Try to make sense of things happening

Try to understand the things happening

Try.. Just try

Failure or success is important

But not compulsory

But trying is compulsory

Trying to know myself better

By knowing myself

I will know you better

Knowing you better

I will know myself better

And by that I will be less confused

Helping each other

Helping one another

Become less confused

So wrong then..

He wanted not to hear it,

he knew he had failed,

he wanted it to get rubbed off of his name,

he wanted never to be linked to it,

he wanted people to forget it,

how he never tried and failed,

he wanted no part of the world,

in which a single soul knows about his failure,

he wanted to start things afresh,

he wanted to try once more,

he wanted to succeed,

he wanted to be happy,

he wanted others to be happy due to him,

he wanted others to smile looking at him and not frown,

he wanted others to help him and not walk away,

he wanted all this because no one wanted him.

He was selfish, cruel, unkind, careless, strict, egoist, unmindful in his youth,

he thought what he did was nothing but just RIGHT & PERFECT,

and, now when he looks back,

deep within he knows, he had been nothing but all WRONG,

and for that his whole life is a failure and now he is old,

no one cares for him just like he didn’t in old times,

now he is alone, diseased, with no one at his bedside,

waiting to leave this world and make it a better place for others.