Comeback video

Hello, friends!

This is my comeback video. No, it is not the continuation of the AtoZ challenge but this is something new.

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P.S.: Today’s song pick is Another brick in the wall by Pink Floyd. How are you people? Please add comments & let us talk about what has been going on with our lives.

The fall and the grief..

I haven’t said

That I love you

And there’s no need also

I know I love you

You know I love you

And when you avoid me

Because you are confused

About your thing for me

I become a bit depressed

And confuse myself

And all I have to do is

Look at your pictures

Your smiles

Your eyes

Your nature

It makes me fall in love

With you

Over and over again

And falling is not bad

Falling is heaven

Falling is calm

Falling is serene

I feel alive

Its when I hit the ground

Grief shows up

So if I keep on falling

I am always in heaven

Being worried about the grief

Means I am not living my life

So when the grief time nears

I make sure I find

Another reason

Excluding the previous

Million reasons

To fall for you again

By enjoying the fall

And feeling the heaven

I swear I tried..

As I see the

Tears from the sky

Fall on the surface

Of the earth

And mostly it

Brings joy to me

But today

I m Drenched and

Hollow and

Gloomy

Because

The past

Hindered with me

As I saw the scars

Again on her face

Her cute little face

Blood dripping from it

Her eyes blood red

She all scared

By not the scars

Because she can lie

But the scars won’t lie

They will scream

About the beatings

About the slaps

About the torture

About the violence

About the victory

Of that fucking SOB

Because she chose to lie

She chose to stay mum

She chose to love him

She chose to forgive him

And by doing this

She chose Death

Not the easy soothing & immediate one

But a more grievous

Day-by-day one

And God help her with

Her slow poison death

And I tried

I swear I tried

To help her

To stop him

And it did stop

But it was just

A matter of days

And the ritual has

Again started

And its more fierce

As if the days off

Are being paid

With interest

And now all I can

Do to save my Angel

My mother

Is cry with her

And hope that

As the rain water

Gets washed into drains

Our tears will somehow

Find there way to peace

That Go-to place..

Where will I find solace in this huge world

Where will I find wisdom

Where will I find respect for what I am

Where will I find hope to keep on moving

Where will I find solutions for all my problems

Where will I find the music I like

Where will I find freedom to speak my mind

Where will I find courage to follow my dreams

Where will I find that true happiness

Where will I find that pat on shoulder for giving it a try

Where will I find that brotherly hug after failure

Where will I find support to stand up after falling

Where will I find that hint of smile when my world’s falling apart

Where will I find a King’s hospitality

Where will I find comfort during loneliness

Where will i find my blessing in disguise

Where will I find my shadow even in darkness

Where will I find those teary eyes for my success

Where will I find my sunny morning after a stormy night

Where will I find another discordant tone to my song

Where will I find Robin to my Batman

Where will I find my list of incomplete things being completed

None other than a True friend’s heart!!