Revived love..

Failed in the first attempt

By failing I mean

It didn’t last forever

Not the forever of Earth

Or the forever of my life

It was a mutual decision

And ways were parted

With a firm handshake

The feeling called Love

Was buried & chained

Deep inside my heart

Not to be untied ever

Love, now that’s dead to me

Days went

Adjusting became the only option

Months went

Same scenario

The stability of mind was also lost

Somewhere within

Then came the second chance

She helped me

She talked to me

She cared for me

She let me know her

She believed in baby steps

And baby steps it was

While talking to her

The chained Love

Had find a way to free itself

And was flapping its wings

Inside my stomach

I couldn’t stop smiling

I couldn’t stop thinking about her

Things were bright again

The feeling which

I had thought

Won’t be unchained

Was free & in full force

But as always

For limited time

The second chance

Was also gone

So now that’s

Failed Love – 2 v/s Me – 0

I know I scored

Good marks in both

But the ending was

Just fucking unbelievable

That’s okay

That’s life

Will give another try

Try to be careful

And open my love account

The end of first chance was

Drastic & needed a lot of time

And reading to get over

With the love feeling buried

Which I didn’t ever wanted

But the second chance

Revived the Love feeling

And this is something

To look ahead

I alone had couldn’t found

The love feeling within myself

I like to think that

I found love again with her help

But as it didn’t work out

May be I wanted love

So I found it

And irrespective of her or any other her

I could had found out love

Sooner or later

But I am grateful to

The second chance

For making me believe

That I will get many more chances

Life is all about chances

And utilizing most of it

When our turn comes

But till that I can enjoy the

Revived love within and around me

P.S. : Today’s pick is Delilah of Tom Jones 🙂 Happy Diwali to all and hence the above image for it’s 2-in-1 purpose 😀

Live alone together

Make me aware
That my skin is beautiful
Which covers my soul
You’re my soulmate
So love me
I know
But I want to feel
How it feels
To be loved
On the skin
I want to love
Your skin
Want to embrace
Closeness
And minimal distance
Between us
Don’t be afraid
I won’t force myself
But will respect
Your unsaid words
And seek your permission
Before moving ahead
I know you want it
I know I want it
But this shyness
And this fear
Is what is the barrier
Let’s forget those
For a while
See how wonderfully
We fit together
Without further thinking
Let’s just forget
The world and
Live alone together

P.S.: Let’s be romantic and spread love. Today’s pick is Rooftop by Zara Larsson 🙂 Goodnight folks ❤

Bed festival..

She craved for me
And so did I
I used to dream of her
She wanted me to be her reality
Finally the day came
We were one again
Under the same roof
Inside the four walls
On the same bed
For days together
Forgetting the world
Forgetting everyone
Being the Adam and Eve
We loved each other
Like never before
Not understanding why
And how and what
Just doing it
Being with each other
For as long as possible
Enjoying the bed festival
Spreading smiles with kisses
And warm tight hugs
With the utmost pleasure
The infinite aahhssss and mmmmsss
We’re unending then
And so was the festival
The bed was the resting place
Loving place
Eating place
It was their everything
And when the festival finally ended
She was all new
And so was me
Evolved and full of hope and love
This festival is the best for them ever
And they celebrate it each night
Since they are together
And they be their true selves
In each other’s arms

P.S. : Today’s pick of song is Innocence of Avril Lavigne 🙂 One of the most soothing songs for me 😉 Last but not the least, a very Happy birthday to Neerja 😉 I am not being able to write regularly but today I had to wish her ❤ Hope you get everything in life and got surprises also 😉

Not in my control..

If another guy

Loves the Gurl

I love

Shall I fight with him?

Shall I try to beat the hell out of him?

Why should I?

How can I?

I know doing that

Will make the Gurl

Like me more

Love me more

But I also have to

See the fact

That the Gurl

Is so awesome

So wonderful

That guys can’t stop themselves

From falling for her

And I can’t blame them

But that doesn’t mean

All like and love her

There may be lust

Or other devilish things

In their minds also

But to make the Gurl

Like and love me

I have to increase my love

For her

Many times a fold

That can’t be done

By controlling others

Sorry, I can’t

But I can’t blame any

I don’t own the Gurl

And the Gurl is simply

Awesome

I am not able to make sense also

Of what I am writing

So let me STOP

Writing only

Because falling for her

Was not in my control..

All but one please..

Avoid me

Ignore me

Vouch me

Doubt me

Annoy me

Loathe me

Fear me

Slap me

Kick me

Hurt me

Punch me

Kill me

Curse me

Cut me

Injure me

Fight me

Bite me

Stone me

But no matter what

Don’t ever leave me!!