Was it love or one-night stand ?!!

Was it love?

Or a longer version of

One-night stand?

We knew each other

And don’t misunderstand

It for a deep relationship

It was all hi, hello, and bbye

Added with sex

And then again vanish

From each other’s life

All to meet again

For moments of pleasure

Or satisfaction or some change

Just to be puff again

And that was satisfying

To me and to her also

Or that’s what she said

I didn’t try to dig deep

Into what she actually felt

Because that would leave me

All vulnerable and alone and beatable

And just a hint of the breeze

Will be my downfall

So to avoid my downfall

I played with her

Or again was it me being played?

Every moment of separation was chaos

And seldom we thought about each other

Maybe mostly when we were in the

Arms of our better halves

But we missed & imagined each other

During that moment of pleasure

When the toes are all curled

Lips are all wet

Fingers on the back of the skin

Of the other

Just hoping to open eyes

To the familiar face of her

Smiling back & wanting me more

And it was always my better half there

Whom I loved no doubt

But definitely

Less than her

And after the act

I was always happy

With my better half but

Then why do I miss her during the act?

I have been pondering on that

Since we were apart and will

Keep on pondering till

My heart & soul & body are apart

What is love and what is One-night stand?

Ask me and all you will get

Is silence !!

P.S.: This was a draft since more than 2 years and I do not know how twisted my mind was or it still is 😀 Hope you enjoyed the chaotic taste of love and yeah, have a great weekend! And as September is on the verge of ending, this post’s song is Meant to be by Bebe Rexha. And, remember my YouTube channel, Darshith Badiyani, please do the honors 😀

Parents being parents

When we’re kids and our parents go away to tend to their work, we cry for their undivided attention, and they feel happy that we crave for them

And when we go far from them in our youth, they happily wave us goodbye and then cry when alone

Parents being parents
And, kids being kids

Happiness one time
And, sadness the other

How times change?
We never know
They never show
That is how it is
Life goes on…

P.S.: Lately, I feel that I have not been my best self. But, I am reading good books and loving everything about life. Which book are you reading? I am reading Blink by Malcolm Gladwell. You can download the PDF. I love it. No new songs. This is a chance to share new songs too 😀

 

Who asked the RIGHT question for me?

 

Where would I be?

What would I be doing?

Would I ever had been happy?

Would I ever had been complete?

Would my existence make any sense then?

The questions are endless

And so are the answers

But if you ask the RIGHT question

You’ll get the EXACT answer

Did I ever ask the right question?

Did I ever ask anything?

If not, then how did I end up

Getting the EXACT answer?

Life is tricky

It keeps on playing games with us

My answer was simple

It was to WRITE

Free-verse poetry

Let my fingers speak

Instead of my tongue

And let those written words

Spread smiles & make it contagious

The more the reach, the better

But we gotta start from zero always

I have started my journey

And I am loving it

Meeting new people

Learning new things

Sharing knowledge

And I am thankful for that

Unasked RIGHT question

Maybe someone else asked it for me

But anyhoo I am loving the journey

And would like you to continue

As long as possible

And here I end my today’s write up

of World Poetry Day 🙂

P.S.: Have a great World Poetry Day to all the creative souls out there. Stay calm & keep on making this world more insane 😀 The month of April is considered #sacred in the Blogging world because of the Ultimate Blogging Challenge in the world – the #AtoZChallenge. I will be participating in it & I have a particular theme and it will all be related to “INSPIRATION TALKS”. There’s a twist to this theme and you’ll find it out on the 1st of April so stay tuned & keep visiting. We all are going to learn much stuff from one another in the next month 🙂 Today’s song pick is Come as you are of Nirvana ❤

Come & go

Blessings come and stay

People who bless may come & go

Kindness lingers in the air

People who initiate it may come & go

Smiles dwells in out hearts

People who spread it may come & go

Wisdom remains intact to our thoughts

People who pass it may come & go

Memories will always stay behind

People in them may come & go

Happiness may play hide & seek

People related to it may come & go

Sacrifice ain’t the skill of weak

People enduring it may come & go

Creativity leaves a good impression

People opposing it may come & go

Someday this whole world may face extinction

But it will never have any tiny bit of progress

Without women

Happy International Women’s Day 

P.S.:  Today’s song pick is We are young of Fun ft. Janelle Monae ❤

Turning into gold

THE ALCHEMIST is Him. He molds things into gold. Things like people, situations, etc. He has the key to success, which He never shares with anybody. But, He intends to give the dimension of that key to all those people who are willing to chase their dreams and in the process, He turns them into Gold. Turning people into gold means giving them strength & energy to reach their desired dreams and once they achieve it, they set examples for others.

The problem with most of the people out there is they don’t believe in the Alchemist. They would rather see a normal human like them achieve his dream and follow him. So indirectly, the Alchemist takes the help of those limited people who believe in Him and then through those people sets an example for the remaining. It definitely hurts Him that very fewer people believe in Him but then He’s the Ultimate One and He forgives all this and is willing to do whatever it takes to make each and everyone happy and fulfill our dreams.

If our dreams are not achieved then the defect lies in us, in our dedication, in our hard work, in our skills but never in Him. He does his best to give us everything desired. He is the solution to every problem, whether we accept it or not. He is always there for us with a helping hand outstretched for us. It’s on us whether we trust Him and hold Him or let go of Him. He will come several times in our life for helping us and after regular neglection, He will bid adieu permanently. He gives us chances of realization.

He lights up the path so that our walk will be easier. He never shortens the journey. The strength to walk has to come from within, He just shows us the right path and the destination is always set in our mind. So yes, He’s the Alchemist to all us. Agree or not, your choice. He never asks for anything from us but just some belief and He believes in spreading positive vibes because He thinks that whatever our action be, it causes ripples and those ripples stay for a long time around us. He always asks to spread kindness & smiles and never teaches how TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD.

 

The Alchemist of Paulo Coelho, To kill a mockingbird of Harper Lee are two of my favorite books. There are many more but I thought of including these 2 books.

This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda.

P.S.: Weekend is almost over but it’s never over without Blogadda’s Weekend ka WOW post. Today’s pick of song is Dynamite of Taio Cruz 😉

Adore style..

Keep locking and popping
Keep dancing and jumping
Keep rocking and rolling
Keep running and flying

Be here and there
Be cautious and fair
Be happy and stare
Be loving and dare

Let the world smile
Let it’s people adore style
Let you never be vile
Let everyone know you for a while

Books and movies and series. What’s your hierarchy?

Are you a reader?

Good. Which book are you reading now?

Do you like to watch movies/series after reading the book?

Or the other way round?

Or, just read the book or watch the movie and never go through the counter-part?

I am one of the former and hence a lot of movies and series are lined up 😉

But, in case of Game of Thrones, I saw the series and for the sake that I couldn’t control not knowing what is to happen next, started it’s book(because waiting for just 10 episodes for a year is too boring and reading is always interesting). It’s super awesome.

The theme song of the series is here.

The cover of the theme song(instrumental) by one of my favorite band, Boyce Avenue is here.

I love the Boyce avenue one better than the original one.

Happy Weekend.

What you reading or watching or out for an adventure? 😀

My wallpaper since a long time

Evergreen reaction..

My evergreen reaction to useless, pointless, shitty talks and behavior of people is…

What is your reaction to such talks? 😉

#HappyWeekend

Ignition of Metamorphosis..

Don’t blame the whole group of things.

We do that. I do that. But, we should not.

One failed love and we blame the whole of opposite gender. We stereotype things. C’mon, this ain’t the way it should be.

We all are different individuals and needed to be treated differently and uniquely.

Forget what happened in the past with whomsoever. Forget the pain and hurt.

Dive into the present. Make the present and the related future worthwhile.

Live in happiness with others and not in darkness alone.

We are social beings(Facebook and the other social media donot fall under this, so please leave them be). We need to interact.

I haven’t seen much of life. But, from what I have seen, life ain’t easy. I have seen failures of love. I have seen failure of friendship. I have seen failure of expectations. I have seen people submitting their lives to frustration. I have seen violence. I have seen the hatred for me in the eyes of my family. I have seen the jealousy and the thought of killing me in the eyes of some. I have been there wherever you have been. I have seen what not.

But man, this ain’t all life. When I close my eyes and think about my past 23 years and I can remember only the beautiful things. The smile on her face. My mother and sisters. My cousins. Friends and their teases. Special people who have guided me to be what I am today. My teachers. There are many who have taught me or shown me the bad way of life, so I can learn how NOT to be that and avoid that path. Learning to be grateful for the things that gives us pleasure and happiness and also accept the failures and being happy that we tried and learn from it.

So, hibernation and being alone is good. Just as a caterpillar in a cocoon. But, you gotta come out. Be a butterfly. Go through Metamorphosis. Fly with wings. Make everyone gaze at you in AWE 🙂

Make new friends or stick to the old ones. Have to forget or accept the bad times and embrace the good times.

Being happy for self is good. Being happy for others and with others, is the best. Try to be the best.

Time is crucial and if someone gives you time and importance, then TRY to consider that importance and make sure that it for the good for the caterpillar and that person may be the one who ignites the process of Metamorphosis.

The New, better YOU

Decision making..

It’s not about long days

And long weeks

It’s about big decisions

Life changing decisions

Decisions affecting you

Decisions affecting people

Related to you

The drainage of energy

Used by the mind

To process and make a decision

The sweat on your brow

Thinking about the consequences

After making the decision

The looks and taunts

You will receive in ample

After making the decision

The avoidance and ignorance

Of dear people

Who mean to you

But whose expectations

You didn’t match

After making the decision

These are the causes for the longevity of time

But you should be happy

As YOU MADE YOUR OWN DECISION

No one else forced their

Decision on you

You knew what you wanted

And you got that

By speaking your heart

By standing alone

By going through the phase

Of decision making

And you shouldn’t

Care much about the people

Who are disappointed

Because they don’t care

About your decisions

Before and after decision making

But their own

And you should

Leave them behind for good

You should know deep

In your heart

And bank your trust on those

For whom you matter

Your happiness, after

The strainful decision matters

And no matter the decision

They will be right there

Beside you

So you go ahead

And make the decision

And be assured

I am here waiting for you

With smiling lips

And spread arms

To welcome the happy you..