Holding on & letting go

In the last few months
I tried to change a habit of mine
I used to hold my blanket in my sleep
Hold till my neck in a grip
And when I used to wake up
I felt something different in my fingers
They felt tired and looked like a claw
In seconds, it would be all good
But one night I decided while sleeping
I won’t do it
I won’t let my body hold the blanket involuntarily
I wanted to practice letting go
Letting go of the blanket
Letting go of the troubles of life
Letting go of the nightmares
Letting go of stuff not meant for me
Just letting go
And it worked
Maybe not like a charm in the beginning
But it worked
And I kind of mastered it
Fast forward and I find myself in the same loop
Of holding on
Is this never going to let go of me?
I don’t think so
And again the process of
Letting go starts
Maybe the old trick might not work
We’ll try something new
But it starts
All I want is my fingers to feel free when I wake up
Will I get there?
Of course, man!
When?
Time will tell
Because all the letting go processes are different
So, good luck for your letting go of stuff
Which we have been holding on maybe forcefully

holding the blanket
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P.S.: Today’s song pick is Bad Behaviour by Mabel. Happy weekend!

Yo! You! Happy Children’s day ;)

Trust me on this that I didn’t think of writing this post ๐Ÿ˜€

But, seeing people share their childhood pics and sharing posts which bring out the child in us, made me want to write this. After all, I am also a child inside ๐Ÿ˜‰

So, tell me, you think you’re crazier than me? You’re more childish than me? You’re more fun than me? You’re cute than me?

I bet I am best on all the above except cuteness because my mother(I call her Mother India) used to drink chocolate Horlicks when she was pregnant with me. It’s no fault of mine ๐Ÿ˜‰ But such is life. We get rewarded/punished for things we weren’t a part of and then sometimes, we escape from things which were to be blamed on us ๐Ÿ˜›

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I wish I had kids so that I can post cute, crazy pics of them here ๐Ÿ˜‰ Anyone volunteeringย for making my this dream true?ย  ๐Ÿ˜‰ Hey! Listen, if you’re my relative or who thinks I am a good guy, this is a joke. If you’re really into me, this ain’t a joke, I am serious! ๐Ÿ˜€

Nevertheless, I love being a kid and I instantly like those who behave like one(and obviously are a kid inside) ๐Ÿ˜€ I won’t say I have had a harsh life, I have seen the worst of things in life, I haven’t. But yeah, I have had my days, tough days, and here I am all risen, all shining. We all have to fall, and then rise, because that’s how life is. That’s how we grow up. That’s how we mature. That’s how we start to realize the small things of life like eating a lollipop or Poppins ๐Ÿ˜‰

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Lollipop ๐Ÿ˜›

 

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Poppins love ๐Ÿ˜‰
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Different cities, different countries, same level of craziness
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One of the signature pose since last 8 years ๐Ÿ˜€

 

So, I will also share some of my funny pics and you’re free to judge me and also my friends ๐Ÿ˜‰ Happy Children’s day to one and all.

P.S.: Keep holding on to the child in you ๐Ÿ˜› Hence today’s song Hold on by Michael Buble ๐Ÿ˜‰ How are you? How is November going? I think I am back to writing blogs again and my videos have dried up, but I will be back ๐Ÿ˜€ Just hold on to me coming back for you ๐Ÿ˜‰ If you don’t know, check out my YouTube channel Darshith Badiyani. Also, check out my Facebook page, Smiles here & Smiles there.