Aggression. Wildness. Control. Reins.

It’s all related to one another. We all want to have control over our lives, over the things that makes us happy, over our relationships, over how others make us feel. We want the reins of peace in our own hands. Always.

Most of our lives we wander in search of the reins but seldom find. We invest(read: waste) time for those reins. We give our sweat but fail. We may not accept but we are not always in control of our lives.

Why? Because there are many other factors that affect our lives. There’s job. There’re other independent thinking individuals. There’s ambition. There’s desire to reach those ambitions. As we can’t control those, not even for a single day, we think we can never control our lives.

There’s a difference, though. I will feel my life is not in my control when I am doing things I care less about. Why? Because at the moment, I am not interested in it. I say so because if I was interested, it would have been in my control. As I have no interest, I don’t understand it, it eludes me. It confuses me. It makes me feel inferior. It makes me feel recessive.


I want the control back. I want to hold the reins. But how? By developing interest, by showing eagerness, by trying to understand, I can gain control slowly. This is not rocket science. This is a simple art of understanding.

We don’t have to make things difficult. We have to find the easiest of solutions. It’s there either inside or outside of us. We just have to tune to it & a smile will find its way back home on your lips.

I crave for my smiles. But then my smiles are dependent on yours. So, being selfish, I have to make you smile, to smile myself.

P.S.: Today’s song pick is My song knows what you did in the dark of Fallout boy 🙂 Three cheers for holding our life’s reins. Happy weekend!

Sincere hatred

Its difficult always

To make ends meet

And the success

Is also not guaranteed

But still we try

So that we feel okay

For trying

But once we lose

Interest in that thing

Then the try factor

Also evaporates

And NOT-trying makes

Us feel good now

We let it go

The actions related

To the thing doesn’t

Make us feel anything anymore

Or change our

Sincere hatred

Towards it

We just want to get

Rid of it asap

Bid it farewell

In the most respectable way

We can try

That things remain good

But if things turn

Out to be bad

Then also it doesn’t

Make much of a difference

Because we have

Decided from within

That time is nigh

To move ahead now

Reality can’t give me

Anymore good things to enjoy

At the present place

So time to move on

And feel the sense of

Freedom and sense of

Starting something new again

From scratch but hopes are

High indeed

Thanks to the sincere hatred


P.S.: Weekend is marching towards us at a gradual speed and let’s be ready to bid farewell to another week with the song Strangers in the night of Frank Sinatra 😀