AtoZ challenge Day12 (L for L$#&)

Hello, my dear viewers! 😉

“Smiles here & smiles there” has gone 1 level up from 1st April. I have made a YouTube channel in which I will share inspirational thoughts & other random yet relevant thoughts & also some of my personal experiences. You can subscribe to the channel @ Darshith Badiyani.

Check out the new vlog on alphabet ‘L’ for AtoZ challenge. This video marks the last video with this present avatar because from the next video onwards I will be having some different avatar 😛

P.S.: You can always like/comment/share/subscribe to my YouTube channel to get direct notifications. Today’s song pick with ‘L’ is Love me do of The Beatles 😉 People who inspire me with alphabet ‘L’ from the blogging world are NONE 😦 I think I am missing some of my friend’s names from ‘L’. If you happen to anyone with ‘L’ who blogs do post their names 😀

Realization

What?

That is impossible. I don’t accept it. It is illogical.

How can I grow when time has stopped? I mean think, all the clocks in this world have stopped ticking & it is the same since I DON’T KNOW because time has stopped. Stopped DEAD! I am thinking and it implies that the second hand should do “its thing” of ticking faster than the other two hands. But it ain’t. And as it isn’t ticking, the other two are stagnant.

This is causing a fucking headache. Why is it happening? Is it just in my head? I am feeling dizzy. Short of breath. Oh! I think, I know the reason for all these things. I am dying and that’s why everything has stopped. Oh now I know, this is the time when I have to reminisce all of the good, the bad & the ugly moments of my life. No! Only the good. Who cares about the bad & the ugly? 

This is just a moment but it feels like it is made of years and decades & centuries from within. I am dying but with the good memories running as a slideshow in my head, I want to live. I have never wanted to stay more alive. Something’s kicking from inside asking me to stop all this & get out of this thing. I hate this feeling of being dead. Time being dead. When time stops dead, I am dead. We are all dead.

I have never experienced real death like this before but I have come very close to this feeling. You ask when?

It was when I failed in my Graduation final year. I realized that I have to study one more year and I was no way more knowledgeable than I was the year before. I wasted my whole year. From that day, I made a promise to myself that I won’t waste even a single day. There is so much to learn out there, only if we are open to see it and learn from it. And irrespective of whether we are alive or dead or forgotten, things will be moving because we will be wanting to learn. The day we stop to learn is the DOOMSDAY for us. We may take some time to realize it but let’s just hope that we realize it before it’s too late.

I woke up at the rising tone of my phone’s alarm and all sweaty. I was panting as if I just had been racing against Usain Bolt. Reality struck me, I was late for my final year exam of Graduation and was hoping against hope while traveling to college that WAS MY REALIZATION A BIT LATE?

This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda.

P.S.: Don’t just sit back and relax. Go, learn but remember to visit again 😀 Happy weekend and today’s pick is Hotel california of Eagles 🙂

Nobody knows…

Nobody knows that I
Pray for your betterment

Nobody knows what it takes
To change the course of things
Just because you don’t want it that way

Nobody thinks how difficult it is
To handle this Herculean task

Nobody feels that I have given you the power
To choose your destiny
And if you choose
I have to write it all again
But I am up for it
Because I want you to try
No matter the outcome
You are given a life to fulfill yourself
Not satisfy others
Others should be of no concern to you
Live life
Be a little selfish
Choose your happiness
And if your happiness lies in the lines
Of others being happy
Then make others happy too
Listen to your heart
It is most innocent
Like a kid
Because it’s made by Me
And nobody knows what it feels
How YOU feel when your heart senses love
And I too have no control over your heart
I can just imagine the love I feel for you
Is the same love you feel for somebody else
My love is for the whole universe
Your love is for one person
Who means the universe to you

This nobody knows
Or everybody knows
But the realization hasn’t stuck them
May be they are waiting for me
To whisper this in their ears
But I want you to search for it
Show some proactive character
And I will give you more answers
Than you search for
And also give you some special gift
From the Pandora’s box
Because that’s also made by me
And I know what your heart desires
But you have to realize your desire
And prove it to me
So that I can convert your
Desire into deserving

This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative forIndian Bloggers by BlogAdda.

P.S.: Today’s song is Sorry that I loved you by Anthony Neely 😉 Monday is almost here 😦

Being rational

You gotta learn
To judge
And see your
Profits & losses
Because you can’t
Accept 2℅ gain
And ignore the fucking
98℅ loss
Try to learn to
Weigh things
And choose the best
For you
Because in the end
It’s you
Who is there
For yourself
And rest all fade away
You gotta face yourself
And to make eye
Contact with yourself
You have to be truthful
And should
Agree to the decisions
You took
So learn
And live
And let go
Be rational
Be awesome
Be truthful
Don’t go to lengths
To prove who you are
Because you’re
Who you are

P.S. : Today’s pick is Too close of Alex Clark 😉 I missed WP as I was away for such a long time 😀 how are you guys?

Legacy!!

I am a good guy,

and this difference has been made by you,

as I learned many good and positive things from you.

You helped me in need,

You gave me a place to live,

You made me smile in sad times,

You gave me food to eat,

You gave me clothes to wear,

You introduced me to a sweet thing called love,

You made me your brother first,

And that inspired me to make you my brother.

We don’t share blood relation,

but our bond is very pure,

and we don’t need to talk daily to keep that bond strong,

because I know the Bond is divine,

and we trust each other up to the best,

You have made me the Guy I am,

and when neighbor’s aunt, says to their kids, “Be like Him!”,

I silently THANK YOU in my heart for being a part of me.

Hope I can carry on the Legacy.

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P.S.: Dedicated to all the influencing people of my life!!