It’s all about muses..

Ideas
Thoughts
Muses
Non stop
Asking me
Begging me
To pen them down
Looking at me
With those soft, delicate eyes
Just like that of a kid
Who cries for attention
And I surrender
Saying
“Okay! Let me get my pen & paper.”
But they say
They can’t wait for pen & paper
They don’t want me
To pen them down
Instead they want me
To feel the emotions first
They teach me to live
They teach me to love
They teach me to be alive
And then once I learn all those
They say that
Now I deserve to write
On all the things I learned
But then I have a doubt always
“Can I write on everything I feel?”
I mean EVERYTHING
And silently my heart whispers
Everything can’t be expressed
But everything can be felt
I feel blessed and lucky
To feel everything
Because without
These ideas and thoughts
And these muses
I can’t be who
I want to be

This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggersby BlogAdda

P.S.: The pick of this weekend is In the end of Linkin Park. No the video is of that of the one made by The unusual suspect which 183 movies and their dialogues to make the whole IN THE END song. So have a great watch ❤

Be specific

Trying to keep it short
The best of thinkers
Can covey their thoughts
Either in action
Or in limited words
In today’s world
No one got time
To read long paragraphs
So cut the chase
Write what you feel
Tell what you feel
Stop playing the hide-&-seek game
Stop thinking that others got
All the time for you
Come to the point
If there is no point
Then don’t try to create one too
Be specific
Be awesome
Be caring
For others mood at least
Don’t let your negative
Vibes be contagious
Spread the positive ones you carry
And if you don’t have any
Others got it
Hold your hand
And others will come to help you
Asking for help
Ain’t a shameful act
Not asking for help
When you need
Is kind of foolish
Don’t let the learning plant
Die too early within you
Let it grow
And bear sweet fruits
What I wanted to convey
And where I have come
I should follow the rule
Of BEING SPECIFIC first
Forget it all
Live as you want
Let me live as I want

P.S.: Weekend is near and so are the people in our hearts 🙂 Today’s pick More than that of Backstreet boys ❤ Smiles are free and contagious. Spread them 😉

Live alone together

Make me aware
That my skin is beautiful
Which covers my soul
You’re my soulmate
So love me
I know
But I want to feel
How it feels
To be loved
On the skin
I want to love
Your skin
Want to embrace
Closeness
And minimal distance
Between us
Don’t be afraid
I won’t force myself
But will respect
Your unsaid words
And seek your permission
Before moving ahead
I know you want it
I know I want it
But this shyness
And this fear
Is what is the barrier
Let’s forget those
For a while
See how wonderfully
We fit together
Without further thinking
Let’s just forget
The world and
Live alone together

P.S.: Let’s be romantic and spread love. Today’s pick is Rooftop by Zara Larsson 🙂 Goodnight folks ❤

Through the peephole..

I don’t want to be outside
Knowing you through a peephole
I want you to open the gates
And let me flood in
Know you wholly
I am done
Living life your way
Knowing the parts of you
You wanted me to see
Now either let me see you wholly
Know you wholly
Let full submission be a part of us
Or cover the peephole
And bid me farewell
Because peephole is
Not letting me live
And not letting me leave
So, help me
And choose something
As I always said to you
You have the reigns & chains
It’s time again for you
To choose from options
And get me or forget me
I am just a closed door away
With the smile you like to see
With the heart you like to love
With the words you like to hear
Hopefully with the love you like to have

P.S. : Today’s song is Outside by Staind. One of my favorite 😉

Life has the last laugh !! or does it??

What is correct?

What is legit?

What is right?

What is acceptable?

What is better?

What is common?

When the past invades your present

What happens?

Does everything comes as a flashback

As if it just happened

Yesterday

No!! Just an hour ago

And now it seems all scattered

Is this what happens?

Or it already seems a distant past

And you can seldom remember

Anything clearly

It is there in your mind

Yes because it happened

In reality with you

But all is vague

And you don’t want to

Rub your hand like on the

Foggy glass pane

And want to see your past

In clarity because

You think that its gone

And let bygones be bygone

And you succeed also

Kudos !!

But till how long, is the question?

You will succumb

Not instantly may be

But eventually

And life will be there

Having the last laugh

As if it HAD you

All down on your knees and drenched

But….

Yes you were down but not buried

And hence you rise

You get someone more lovely

In present, or in near-future

And you get the reason

To smile back at life

And think(not say)

I have Her and I am happy !!

Life didn’t get to have the last laugh

And it never will

Death may have the last laugh

But, till that no matter what

We must have lived our life up to the fullest.

My life to live..

Fallen

Scarred

Bruised

Injured

Yet trying to make amends

Trying to make things right

Wronged by others

Suppressed by others

Wings detached

Tied in shackles

Gagged to silence

Beaten to helplessness

Yet can’t see the wrong

Thinking that I deserve it

But did I really?

Was there no other way??

No one there to show me the truth

And if anyone did

I know that I would not believe

Because those scars was my life to live.

Sewed with Good Intentions..

You don’t have an ounce of knowledge

How I live my life

How I tackle with situations

How I confront my mistakes

How I accept the unavoidable

How I go an extra mile for some

How I pull out for the undeserving

How I became the one I am today

How I sometimes try to multi-task and succeed

How I just can’t do a small simple thing

How I smile outside with pain inside

How I manage my time to make you feel okay

How I sacrifice things to see you happy

How I smile seeing others at peace

How I feel guilt with others in pain

How I cry in restroom so that no one sees

How I laugh loudly to let others know I am okay

How I stand for things that always fall

How I give up on things that remained forever

How I feel alone with people everywhere around me

How I like being busy always so that no bad thoughts will come to me

How I sleep less hours to make sure I do what’s good for all

How I feel when I am in love with a gal

How I help you bring your feel-good-factor back

How I want to go to sleep when in anger and sadness

How I enjoy so much of that power nap

How I try to wake early for some purpose but fail

I am just a human filled with failures, regrets, success, hope, love, anger, sadness, emotions, guilt, truth, hard work,

But all sewed up with good intentions.

Legacy!!

I am a good guy,

and this difference has been made by you,

as I learned many good and positive things from you.

You helped me in need,

You gave me a place to live,

You made me smile in sad times,

You gave me food to eat,

You gave me clothes to wear,

You introduced me to a sweet thing called love,

You made me your brother first,

And that inspired me to make you my brother.

We don’t share blood relation,

but our bond is very pure,

and we don’t need to talk daily to keep that bond strong,

because I know the Bond is divine,

and we trust each other up to the best,

You have made me the Guy I am,

and when neighbor’s aunt, says to their kids, “Be like Him!”,

I silently THANK YOU in my heart for being a part of me.

Hope I can carry on the Legacy.

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P.S.: Dedicated to all the influencing people of my life!!

Reality of Death!!

“Well I am Death, none can excel,
I’ll open the door to heaven or hell.”

Death, the cold feeling of emptiness comes sooner or later and takes what matters the most, Our Soul.

Today I realized that with the death of a single person in a family, the whole family dies.
This feeling of Death makes us so devastated as if all the good memories and achievements of life meant nothing.
We just want 1 extra single year, extra month, extra day, extra hour to set things straight.

Criticism, failure, insecurities are reality-check, but Death is in itself a Reality.
A Reality we want to avoid. A Reality we want to forget about. A Reality we don’t want to exist. A Reality which we don’t want to be real.

I want to tell you all, may this day never come when you have to face this Reality, but I know that I can only say the hollow words, because deep within we both know that it will come and set us free for good.
So, don’t wait for this Reality to come, so that you can cry and shed tears for your dear ones and feel guilty for all the things left undone.
Talk to all your close people, share happiness, spread smiles, make wishes, make effort to complete these wishes, make a better world for all, make someone happy daily, make friends, make family.. These small yet important things matters and are the things which help us face the Reality and move on.

You gotta live. So, why not for those who matters to you, who depends on you.
Accept the Reality, and we can only hope that our dear ones are in a far better place.

Cry as much as you can, no restrictions in it. But, make sure you don’t cry for the same reason twice.
Smile as much as you can, but make sure you smile for every small reason you have.

Live life,
Darshith.