Because of someone like me.

Love is something which is close to my heart

It is also close to your heart

It is a universal feeling

Felt by all

Loved by all

Missed by all

Adored by all

But then, there are the lucky ones

Who get to live their whole lives

With the love of their life

Oh! So beautiful!

What a great sight to see them together always

I feel jealous

I feel guilty for not having an ever-lasting love

I feel guilty for letting the chance go by

I feel dreadful for knowingly saying  goodbye

Because I know I won’t find someone like you

EVER!

But I had to be selfish

I had to think about me first

Because I also won’t find someone like me too!

P.S.: How is this free-verse poem? Please do let me know. Have you ever been in such a situation when you had to prioritize yourself before your love? How did you cope with this? Happy last 2 days of February ❤

Be brave, be selfish, be you!

Yo!
Me!
I am me!
Meet me!
Greet me!
I am a speck of dust
Yet, I am important
You know why?
Because I am alive
Because I exist
I breathe
I laugh
I smile
I cry
I express
I feel
It’s all important
For me because
That’s what makes me who I am
And I am awesome!
Got any doubts?
Please, don’t ask!
Do I care?
Yeah, damn, I don’t!
I love vulgar words
I love to express myself
I love to show who I am actually
I care for you
I like and love you
But you’re never a priority
Because my priority is me
It was difficult to digest it
Learn it
And, thankfully, I did!
I am everything, I know it!
I am grateful for all the things
The sun, the sky, the moon,
the flowers, people, family,
smiles here and smiles there,
hugs, stolen kisses, winks
All the things
But, all of those stop existing
If I stop to exist
If I don’t take care of myself
If I am not my own priority
I am grateful for these selfish thoughts
It has made me happy
It has given me time to invest on things I love
I am happy to be selfish if that makes me happy
Because smiles here, on my face, are important
So are yours, but first,
smiles here and then smiles there
If it is smiles there first,
then for you, it is too,
smiles here and smiles there,
So always the first person,
I, me, myself
I am grateful for such happy times

Be brave, be selfish, be you!

 

Last weekend I went on a #soloTrek to Shivagange and I loved it. You can tell I am selfish. The hell I care. I love to spend time with myself. If you don’t love/like to be alone, trust me, you’re boring. Start making your life an adventure. Do things you fear. I feared to go on a solo trek, I did it. I conquered it. I was 2640.3 feet above the ground, bare foot, scared, but moving forward. I have shared pics and videos of the place. Feel free to go to the place, if you’re near by Bangalore.

P.S.: One of the new songs which I like to listen to is What lovers do by Maroon5.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

No, I am not a flag.

Waving was I
The whole time
My whole lifetime
But none stood
Before me to show respect
All just stared at me
And left me to my motion
No respect for colors
Which were few
No respect for words also
Which were many
And you must be wondering
Why words will be written
On a flag??
Oops! Sorry for the confusion
In my frustration
I forgot to mention
Who am I?
I am not a flag
Because
I m perforated
Such a dishonor to a flag
Is not tolerated
I am a mere hoarding
A billboard
There at the roadside
Displaying who knows what
To who knows whom
But my lifetime is increased
By making holes
So that small trebles won’t consume me
Only the deadly of hurricanes
Can be the reason for my downfall
Or sometimes the previously
Important words become nada
And I am taken down
And someone similar to me
Takes my place
Waves with pride
Mocks at me
But seldom it remembers
That my present fate
Would someday be
Its future fate
And this is how life goes on..

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Credits to dawnbrower.wordpress.com

Harm’s way..

When you don’t get a reply,

You call and no answer,

You start getting worried,

What happened to my guy?


You talked to him just then,

And now he doesn’t respond,

You know that he must be occupied,

Or else he would love to hear your tone.


You wait for the call,

With your fingers crossed,

Hoping to hear HE MISSED YOU,

And all you got was tossed.


The love was always pure,

There was no doubt about faith,

But he was gone as of now,

And it was far more late.


He did this to protect you,

And you never needed protection,

You would had been in harm’s way,

And that’s the cause of your dissatisfaction.


You needed explanation and he needed trust,

Trust to not question his judgment,

Because you are his only priority,

And goodbye is all he could send.

Please Pardon Me..

I’m the one responsible for the unwanted changes in your life,

You behaved like a rose to me & I acted like a knife,

I made you walk through rough roads which made you strive.

If in my life I did any wrong to you,

then please forgive me cause I didn’t knew,

I didn’t ever, ever meant to do it,

didn’t want rough roads under your feet,

You were so faithful, I was not so trustworthy,

So now I’m telling, Please pardon me,

I’m sorry, I swear in the name of thee, Please pardon me.

I’m the one responsible for the present situation of our relation,

I didn’t give you your priority & made all the confusion,

And that’s why we are apart & single & only one,

If in my life I did any wrong to you,

then please forgive me cause I didn’t knew,

I didn’t ever, ever meant to do it,

didn’t want rough roads under your feet,

you were so faithful, I was not so trustworthy,

So now I’m telling, Please pardon me,

I’m sorry, I swear in the name of thee, Please pardon me.

Please pardon me.

I’m extremely sorry, now its the time for me to worry,

I was not so trustworthy,

So now I swear this in the name of the thee, Please pardon me,

You please pardon me…