Sacred

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What is sacred to you? I read this word in HPMOR recently and it kind of stuck with me. I love this word.

I have been going around asking my friends what they deem sacred and it came as a surprise to me that people were astonished and couldn’t think of things on hearing that word. It saddens me 😦

Now, if I take it on me to come up with things which pop into my mind when I think of the word SACRED then I will also be surprised myself. But on further thinking, I can think of READING A MEANINGFUL LINE/PARAGRAPH IN A BOOK tops the list ❤

Lately, I read STUPIDITY IS DOING THE SAME THING AND EXPECTING A DIFFERENT RESULT and I was left aghast at how perfectly it was written.

I feel sad that we have lost touch with our soul. I fell sad that we don’t know WHO WE ARE? I feel sad that we end up all our life running after things that won’t matter ever. I feel sad that temporary pleasure is all that matters to us. I feel sad just because I haven’t felt sad for a long time. I feel sad because feeling sad is all I can do as of now.

But what can we do? What can I do? I am sad and devastated. But then a ray of hope comes thinking about those times when many of my friends asked me WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF OUR LIFE? WHY DO OUR SOUL CHANGES BODIES EVEN AFTER DEATH BUT ITSELF DOESN’T DIE? WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE LOVE TEMPORARY PLEASURE MORE? and I feel happy because we ask the right question. Above are the right questions. I admit that I don’t have answers to it. I admit that most answers won’t make me feel satisfied. I admit that I am happy that the questions are correct and someday we’ll get the correct answers.

It might be so that the time will be gone and it’ll be late. That’s okay, but, we would have definitely reached our destination even being late. It’s all about timing, I understand, but there’s no roadmap, no help, no guidance, no successful history, and we discover successfully WHO WE ARE? WHAT HAPPINESS MEANS TO US? WHAT IS URGENT AND WHAT IS IMPORTANT? WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE FOR THE FUTURE GENERATION? If we discover some of these, we’re the winners, maybe LATE WINNERS, but still smiling ❤

P.S.: As always, I don’t think my post makes sense much but such confused is my way of thinking now. To clear it all, to become #sacred again, I am going for a trek this weekend to Kodachadri, Shimoga. Will post the pics ❤ If you have not already, do subscribe to my YouTube channel, Darshith Badiyani.

Day of illness..

When you are down with ill health

When your spirits leave you

When your smiles vanishes

When ache is all you feel

When no food entertains you

When you eat only for meds

When your skin becomes dull

When your voice becomes inaudible

When your immunity becomes weak

When bed is your whole day company

When reading also don’t feel good

When everything loses it’s purpose

You remember that someone

And wish she was here

To hold you & care for you

To take you in her arms

And make you feel that it will be okay

Things will be bright and beautiful again

To bring back the smile on your face

To make you feel alive

To make you feel love again

To let you sleep on her lap

To caress your hair and help you sleep

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Encouraging Thunder Award & StarLight award..

I remember the song Numb/Encore of Jay-Z/Linkin Park while writing this post.

Just the first few lines. And this is how it goes,

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU

YOU’RE FAR TOO KIND…

This is dedicated to Shweta & Kritika, who have nominated me for Encouraging Thunder award & StarLight award respectively 🙂

They are very dedicated bloggers with awesome posts, so go sneak a peak 😀

ENCOURAGING THUNDER AWARD

Purpose of blogging : When I started this website, I didn’t had any particular motive or direction in which I wanted to go ahead. Nor, I have now. But, yes now I have good friends here, who appreciate whatever lil thing I am doing. I know, deep in my heart, I am making SOME difference, which is good to begin with. I was inactive(almost non-existent), but now I am loving spending more time here and reading beautiful words & posts of you all and also meeting great people is fun. I guess, that’s the purpose, knowing people’s thoughts and letting them know mine.

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To tell the truth, you all are motivation to me and encourage me to write. And I am thankful for that 🙂

STARLIGHT AWARD

Questions:
1. Who made you discover the starlight within you?
Ans: There are many. My cousins and my siblings.

2. What would you say is your starlight gift for others?
Ans: StarLight for others will be motivation, I guess. I can talk to you and put some sense in you with rational points, only if you will listen to me 😛 This is what I think and is not tested on anyone 😀 

3. What is your biggest dream?
Ans: I am all aimless 😀 Not following the flock is the dream. Flock may be heading towards the right direction, still, nuh-huh, I am not gonna follow them 😉

You all are nominated for both the awards. I, solely nominate YOU 😛 And, for StarLight award, the questions remains the same 😀

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Happy Weekend

Sewed with Good Intentions..

You don’t have an ounce of knowledge

How I live my life

How I tackle with situations

How I confront my mistakes

How I accept the unavoidable

How I go an extra mile for some

How I pull out for the undeserving

How I became the one I am today

How I sometimes try to multi-task and succeed

How I just can’t do a small simple thing

How I smile outside with pain inside

How I manage my time to make you feel okay

How I sacrifice things to see you happy

How I smile seeing others at peace

How I feel guilt with others in pain

How I cry in restroom so that no one sees

How I laugh loudly to let others know I am okay

How I stand for things that always fall

How I give up on things that remained forever

How I feel alone with people everywhere around me

How I like being busy always so that no bad thoughts will come to me

How I sleep less hours to make sure I do what’s good for all

How I feel when I am in love with a gal

How I help you bring your feel-good-factor back

How I want to go to sleep when in anger and sadness

How I enjoy so much of that power nap

How I try to wake early for some purpose but fail

I am just a human filled with failures, regrets, success, hope, love, anger, sadness, emotions, guilt, truth, hard work,

But all sewed up with good intentions.