The eternal care

I remember every time I come home
I feel something different
Something unique
Something as love
Unequivocal
Seldom via words
Usually by actions
This time around
It was by the same person
Around 4:23 AM
I was awake as I was reading
The fault in our stars
My mom was sleeping beside me
As she moved in her sleep
I switched off the lights
So that her sleep won’t be disturbed
She turned towards me
I couldn’t see whether her eyes were open or close
But she just extended her hand
To feel me
She touched my hand
She touched my chest
My face
She got a sense of my existence
Her heart and soul was convinced
That Darshith’s safe and asleep
She blew a kiss in the air
Muaahhhhh
And she was asleep
I switched on the lights
Continued reading
But before that
I wanted to feel that moment
The love of a mother
The purest form of love
She’s awesome
Asleep yet thinking about the kids
We’re blessed

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P.S.: And I am back in Bangalore from my 1 month’s time at home. It was fun and I didn’t talk to my parents/siblings much this time around but it was a different experience. How are you all? Today’s song pick is The Reason Why by JP Cooper.

Letting me be

You’re not

letting me be

And that is the reason

I keep pulling away

And that is something

None of us wants

But I cannot betray myself

I cannot not be me

So, to be me

I have to stay away from you

I hope you understand it

I hope you respect this decision of mine

I hope that we can meet again in the future

With no hard feelings within

Because we both would have understood

That we all are different

With different thoughts and actions

And it was a necessary action

To part ways

To be me

To be us

So that we do not just stay attached by blood or relation

But by thoughts and kindness and happiness

Not for the sake of others

But for our own sake

Happiness is important

If being together doesn’t work

Then I guess, we gotta stay away

By being far away and not being in touch

Siblings preference & TVF Tripling

Yo!

I am less frequent and I am busy. But today I watched TVF Tripling and simply loved it. Those 3 EPs are superb. If you haven’t watched, go now and watch.

The way it amplifies what we miss out of life is creditable. We miss out on our family, siblings, friends and that’s the worst part. We are so engrossed to earn more money and less respect and least caring life that we forget the priorities.

After watching the EPs, I badly want to meet my sisters and hug them and wanna go a road trip of ours. That’d be so fun. 

Just as in the series, I wish I had a brother too but then that’s fine, I am content and super happy with my sisters. 

Let Dusshera come and we 3 be together, let’s go on a trip. Love you all people for reading this and let me know your preference of siblings and what siblings you got.

Happy week. Keep smiling and love life. Family comes to rescue at the moment of crisis. 

Pillars of my life

“No, I can’t.”, I said.

Dimple said irritatingly, as always, “I am not gonna ask again. Just do as directed.”

“But, you know that I can’t because….” and I was shown THE SILENCE sign by her, i.e., index finger on lips asking me to OBEY as said. I didn’t say a single word more. I knew that if I don’t do as asked, she’ll be mad at me and I didn’t wanted that. She’s been my support since the beginning of time. Yes, she’s my sister.

I write this post not because of any knowledge sharing purpose. This is just a way to show my love for my sisters and the people who have always suppoerted me through thick and thin.

Dimple has always been the one who has believed in me from the start, even before I started believing in myself. Whenever we converse, I say things like above, that “I can’t” or “I do not know how to do this.” and there she comes to my rescue(over and over again), to make me believe, to make me feel confident about the stuff I do and asking me to TRY because failure/success is the result(or the output) and it ain’t in my hands. What I can do best is give my best shot(or in cases, multiple attempts) and that will be the input and there should be no lack of that.

She’s awesome and then there comes another Angel. Her name’s Pooja. She’s younger to me but her thoughts just makes me feel and realize, “How come she’s so matured and can think straight?” I was naive and a fool when I was her age and then comes up with questions and explanations, which I didn’t think and it makes me think. Questions about Life, Love, pain, sacrifice and all I try is to answer as per my  best knowledge.

Both of them are not book lovers but what I love about them is when I go to a book store/vendor to buy books, they pitch in with all their interest and help me choose good books and also bargain the prices. Wish I could do the same when they go for shopping but that I can’t do 😛

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New B’lore book collection. Want your hands on them? 😛

P.S.: I love you both a lot and all my other cousin sisters too. You all have been a source of inspiration for me in the ways, which I can’t explain and you won’t understand. Cheers to love. Cheers to life. I am happy to have such great people(family, friends, colleagues) in my life. See you all soon. And, today’s song pick is Drag me down sung by SOUMITRI & DARSHITH 😀 Yeah, you heard it right. We sung this song, so feel free to listen and share your feedback.