Was it love or one-night stand ?!!

Was it love?

Or a longer version of

One-night stand?

We knew each other

And don’t misunderstand

It for a deep relationship

It was all hi, hello, and bbye

Added with sex

And then again vanish

From each other’s life

All to meet again

For moments of pleasure

Or satisfaction or some change

Just to be puff again

And that was satisfying

To me and to her also

Or that’s what she said

I didn’t try to dig deep

Into what she actually felt

Because that would leave me

All vulnerable and alone and beatable

And just a hint of the breeze

Will be my downfall

So to avoid my downfall

I played with her

Or again was it me being played?

Every moment of separation was chaos

And seldom we thought about each other

Maybe mostly when we were in the

Arms of our better halves

But we missed & imagined each other

During that moment of pleasure

When the toes are all curled

Lips are all wet

Fingers on the back of the skin

Of the other

Just hoping to open eyes

To the familiar face of her

Smiling back & wanting me more

And it was always my better half there

Whom I loved no doubt

But definitely

Less than her

And after the act

I was always happy

With my better half but

Then why do I miss her during the act?

I have been pondering on that

Since we were apart and will

Keep on pondering till

My heart & soul & body are apart

What is love and what is One-night stand?

Ask me and all you will get

Is silence !!

P.S.: This was a draft since more than 2 years and I do not know how twisted my mind was or it still is 😀 Hope you enjoyed the chaotic taste of love and yeah, have a great weekend! And as September is on the verge of ending, this post’s song is Meant to be by Bebe Rexha. And, remember my YouTube channel, Darshith Badiyani, please do the honors 😀

Mental FUCK!

Yeah! I am awesome!

Just so you know(I actually don’t have to say this), anyone can imagine anyone else to have a physical fuck. Yeah, we imagine others and make ourselves satisfied and happy and sometimes tired 😀

But, to actually go ahead and have a mental fuck, we need to have a good, strong bond with the other person. We need to know about how they act and react to particular things and then when you feel agreeable to that, you’re ready for the mental fuck.

I would like to state that as per me, mental fuck is more enriching and deep than a physical fuck and also, it is difficult to attain.

Now, as you’re here, you can think of someone, I guess, with whom you have had a great bonding and then you would have liked to have a mental fuck or maybe you already did.

Now don’t tell me that you didn’t enjoy it. Don’t tell me how it ended, if ever it did but I can definitely guarantee that it was worth it all.

There’s nothing brilliant compared to a good, mental fuck where the thought process of both the individuals allign and you nourish the significant time spent together.

If you have had one, you would definitely relate to this post. If not, I hope that you would have one soon. So, go ahead, be vulnerable, and express your thoughts clearly and see how it unravels.

 

P.S.: No songs because there’s a new video 😀 This is a video which I made 4 months back but I uploaded it recently. “Blood is thicker than anything” on my YouTube channel, Darshith Badiyani.