Waiting for the beep

Tring.. Tring! TRING!!
No one receives my call
Whenever I need them
And I never fail to
Receive their call
Do they think I am ignorant?
Do they think I am a fool?
Do they think
They will ask for my help
And I will help them
And then they will vanish
Until they need help again
And I will get a call from them
That’s fine
I receive calls
I listen to ramblings
I listen till
The water is above sea level
But why?
Why do I put up with them?
They may not feel guilty
When they don’t help me
But I feel bad when I
Don’t help them
Whenever I can
I know this is wrong
And I shouldn’t feel this
But this is me
And I don’t want to feel anything different
And I am happy
With helping others
And making myself feel good
What others feel
Is none of my business
So when I call them
I expect no answer
And instead wait for the beep
And leave it blank

P.S.: Let’s welcome the Valentines’ weekend with a song of love. Today’s pick Angel of the morning by Juice Newton ❤

Decision: Right or wrong

Don’t you understand till now
There’s nothing right or wrong
You think whether choosing
Commerce or Engineering was right
Or whether marrying the Gurl
You love was right
Or whether switching jobs
Was right
There’s nothing right or wrong
You gotta keep on proving
That your decision is RIGHT
And once you stop proving
The decision automatically
Becomes wrong
You HAVE TO continuously
Prove that each of your decision
Of past is RIGHT
So that others and you yourself
Will believe your decision
Making abilities
No one likes when they are doubted
When their work is questioned
So we keep on proving
That whatever we speak or do
Or decide after thinking vigorously
Is RIGHT
It is all dependent on our
Efforts to prove it right
So good luck for the efforts 🙂

P.S. : Nothing on you by B.O.B ft. Bruno Mars 😉 Hope you all had a great weekend and the preparations for Christmas and New year are at top speed 😉

So wrong then..

He wanted not to hear it,

he knew he had failed,

he wanted it to get rubbed off of his name,

he wanted never to be linked to it,

he wanted people to forget it,

how he never tried and failed,

he wanted no part of the world,

in which a single soul knows about his failure,

he wanted to start things afresh,

he wanted to try once more,

he wanted to succeed,

he wanted to be happy,

he wanted others to be happy due to him,

he wanted others to smile looking at him and not frown,

he wanted others to help him and not walk away,

he wanted all this because no one wanted him.

He was selfish, cruel, unkind, careless, strict, egoist, unmindful in his youth,

he thought what he did was nothing but just RIGHT & PERFECT,

and, now when he looks back,

deep within he knows, he had been nothing but all WRONG,

and for that his whole life is a failure and now he is old,

no one cares for him just like he didn’t in old times,

now he is alone, diseased, with no one at his bedside,

waiting to leave this world and make it a better place for others.