Not in my control..


If another guy

Loves the Gurl

I love

Shall I fight with him?

Shall I try to beat the hell out of him?

Why should I?

How can I?

I know doing that

Will make the Gurl

Like me more

Love me more

But I also have to

See the fact

That the Gurl

Is so awesome

So wonderful

That guys can’t stop themselves

From falling for her

And I can’t blame them

But that doesn’t mean

All like and love her

There may be lust

Or other devilish things

In their minds also

But to make the Gurl

Like and love me

I have to increase my love

For her

Many times a fold

That can’t be done

By controlling others

Sorry, I can’t

But I can’t blame any

I don’t own the Gurl

And the Gurl is simply


I am not able to make sense also

Of what I am writing

So let me STOP

Writing only

Because falling forΒ her

Was not in my control..

54 thoughts on “Not in my control..

  1. Totally agree with you! Falling in love is uncontrollable and easy but you know what they say is really tough..Staying in love 😐 So the complications does not end here yaaar!!

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    • Yes that;s true πŸ™‚ It’s just not that if we are able to make ourselves understand then it will survive. No, we also gotta make the other half understand things and it consumes energy and it’s worth it for that special someone. Falling part is bubbly but yeah, staying bubbly is difficult πŸ˜‰ Thank you for your thoughts πŸ™‚

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  2. OK I assume after reading all the comments, Man to Man comment I can give. Before that – Whatever happens do what from the gut inside that sound says you cos in the end whatever happens + or -, you will be who you are and be happy about it. You see f***ing quantums, difficult to summarize all possibilities within few statements.

    Here it is :
    Step A : I f***ing love u. I just love u. F***ing is just to show the exaggeration.

    Step A: Rated U : You are the girl with whom I want to eat an ice cream. i.e. I love you.

    Step A : Clear your head. Forget what pisses you. Read my blog on killing bitterness. Now go tell what truly deeply inside you feel. Very very calmly and nicely. If you already done that go to step B.

    Step B: Would you f***ing care to answer my feelings. F***ing is just an expression to show my eagerness. Would you ? I mean what exactly you got to say !

    Step B : Rated U : You want to eat ice cream with me ?

    Step B : Just wait wait

    .not yet

    Wait until what she has got to tell.
    You did your job by telling.

    You got it ? You have done your job!

    Now she will tell you.

    Possibilities – You see f***ing quantums. For the better of it, once you have told and before she replies, you should stop thinking and just eat your icecream πŸ™‚

    She : Yes. Happy Kissing
    She : No. Asta la vista. This ain’t gonna work.
    She : May be. Let’s stay in touch and she what happens.
    She : I don’t know. Boy you are so much in trrrrrouble.

    Well. Stop. Done. Long comment. 😦

    If you managed to read till here then here it is Physicists in me says – Breath and Smile. You are doing great bro πŸ™‚
    Just continue. Never stop loving. Never stop being YOU. πŸ™‚ Tada !

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    • Man, I gotta be hell of a lucky person to receive such a great generous comment from you or you may be hell of a helpful person πŸ˜‰ Read it through and got you Killing Bitterness post also πŸ˜‰ Will read that πŸ˜› Yeah, I could get parts of your comment and was able to make sense πŸ˜€ Can try to implement some of it and see what happens πŸ™‚ Trying times πŸ˜‰ But, you’re awesome and loved the Man to Man comment πŸ˜‰ and How you put up your point of view in for of Saloni’s comment also πŸ™‚

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  3. Hey the more the competition, the worthy the selection…

    I hope you get lots of competition, coz that girl is so awesome..

    I wish you get selected of all, coz you are her destiny..

    Being the chosen one,
    from the lot of zero
    doesn’t make you a hero.. πŸ˜‰

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  4. “Falling in love with her was not in my control” & “Can I control her to not fall in love with other???”..

    And if it happens than who’s fault is that. ? ?

    Interesting. . Isn’t it? ?

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  5. One should not fear if other boys fall for her because if that girl loves truly no matter what happens she is never going to leave you. But yes you expressed the thoughts of a guy well πŸ‘

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